I'v been thinking alot abt my life in Dover ITE & hw dif my life would have been if that accident did'nt happen 5 yrs ago...

I would most probably b married by nw, well i did proposed 2 her & she did say yes & i still have her ring. But if Allah were 2 give me a choice 2 go bck 2 the past & change what happen or 2 stay, i'll most probably stay but nt b4 saving her life 1st...she means alot 2 me but i met some1 who means more 2 me than any1 b4, she saved me from solitude, brought dwn d walls i made, made me love again, she makes me happy & even if this person dos'nt feel the same way, my feelings won't change & all i want rite nw is 4 her 2 b happy even if it's nt with me...

Another reason y i dun wanna go bck 2 the past is because of all the gd friends i made thus far...I'm gratefull 2 all u guys 4 beign my friend & i had lots of fun with u guys for example M'sia trip, OAC camp, BBQ's, Study groups in the library, Shopping, Throwing water bombs, Hari Raya, BLAZE camp & the list goes on & will continue 2 grow...

Like seriously, in the past i'v ony remembered 3 dates which is 10 Sept, 24th Dec & 25th Dec...but nw the list has grown & will continue 2 grow. I'v nvr been so happy b4 in my life nor have i ever had so must fun living it before Dover ITE. I'll always remember evry single 1 of u guyz & i thank Allah 4 bringing us tgr...I hope that we'll stay in touch & always find the time 2 hang out juz like many times b4.

I'm sure the people who noe me 5 yrs ago would'nt want me 2 change either rite cuzzies? Hehe. I'm better off this way. I like who i see in the mirror nw. Plus i look cooler nw rite cuzzies? Hehe. It's all thx 2 dat special person i met in BLAZE camp. If ur reading this, i want u 2 noe that i meant every word. U changed me, made me rethink my life & i'm forever gratefull.

My days in Dover will b over after nxt week...ya nxt week cos i still have 2 go bck there 2 fin my special project. I hope i made as much impact as u guyz have did 2 my life...Remember me always cos i'll remember evry single 1 of u guys & for those u did'nt manage 2 make an impact...i'm really srry cos ur name will most probably b forgotten in a few yrs time but i'll most definately remember ur faces, is dat gd enuf? take it or leave it lol. Juz kidding lah.

Here r the guys who made an impact: BLAZE , ME1B, ME2N, OAC & Cuzzies. Thank You all. I did'nt mention any names cos it's sensitive but if u guys want me 2, then i'll thank u guyz in person. Cos i meant evry word i say. Tc & Smile always! Evry 1 of ya!

Ouhky!! That's dat!! Thx 4 reading!! GENESIS out!!