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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Friday 6th November 2009 Had 2 tests today... Got 65 for my AL (Airworthiness Legislation) & i think i did well for my Math test too... but... u all noe how overconfident i can get... dats not a good thing... i noe. Anyways... i got bck home from skool & chat with Hudz till ard 8+pm but then... suddenly i can't get up from my chair... my legs won't move... i panicked... i managed to drag myself to my bed & then i felt a sharp pain in my right lower back... it took some time b4 my legs could move again... I told Hudz abt it & went to rest awhile. Damn! Wats wrong with me?! But then i remembered about my old bck injury... was this it's aftermath... i got scared... thinking abt the worst possible scenarios when my mom suddenly went into my room asking me to off my laptop. I told her dat i still need to use it but she kept asking me to turn it off. I got frustrated & shouted @ her... who asked her to be so irritating @ such a wrong time... I'm juz not mentally ready & not stable at dat time... so angry & frustrated dat i can't move my legs freely. I hit my back a few times before doing some minor exercise hoping dat it'll help but it barely did anything. Half an hour later, i tried to walk again & made my way to the kitchen limping & draging my feet... I drank lots & lots of water thinking about my kidneys... SERIOUSLY... i havn't tot about this for a really3 long time... my worst nightmare might actually come to pass ... i dun wanna be a vegetable. These tots keep running in my mind as i went back to my room to turn off my laptop & rest. I couldn't sleep cos it hurts as i turn to the side... WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!! I kept asking myself... i then decided to juz listen to some songs & fell asleep. Saturday 7th November 2009 I woke up in the morning & prayed, hoping dat i'll be back to normal again but i still couldn't walk freely... my back still hurt... DAMN IT!!! i went out of my room & saw my mom crying outside & my bro consoling her. Why are u crying, i asked my mom. Then my bro asked me why i shouted @ her ystdy. WTF!! SO FRUSTRATING!! WATEVER LAH!! I draged my feet as i went to take a bath. DAMN IT!! It took me nearly an hr to bathe!! Why is this happening to me... i asked myself as i continued the day @ home... I told AK & updated Hudz on my situation. Wondered if i should tell Shida... cos she'll panic as usual... i really dun need this right now... i need to go take pics this coming Tuesday for Bussiness Ettiquet Assignment. I juz have a gut feeling dat this injury is gonna take a really2 long time to recover or even just to stop the pain. Both Hudz & AK asked me to see the doc but... if i were to do dat, i would surely be hospitalised & i juz dun have the money right now. So i juz told them dat i will go see the Doc on Monday if it gets worst.I was lieing of cos, basicly juz to stop them from worrying about me... but theres no way i'll actually see the doctor cos it'll cost me a BOMB! So i rather not have it checked. I told my parents abt it & they helped me by massaging my lower back. OMG!! ITAI!! I was basicly screaming in pain... WTH!! Wats wrong with my back?! Why was the pain only @ my right side?! I kept asking myself but thankfully i felt better after the painfull massage & it became a routine for me after that. Sunday 8th November 2009 The plan was to go to my Cuzzy's place but i juz wanted to rest at home... my back still hurts... DUH! But my dad kept asking me to go... SO IRRITATING!! WATEVER LAH!! JUZ GO & LEAVE ME ALONE!! I exploded & my family left for my cuzzy's soon after dat. I then received a call from Shida soon after dat... She asked me how i was & wat i was doing... I didn't wanna tell her but... I did... sigh... i guess i was lonely. She asked me if i have eaten & if theres anything i'm craving for at dat moment. LoL. As usual i juz told her dat i want Cadbury Chocolates & Ice Lemon Tea. Hehe. A few mins later, i heard knocks on my door. I went to look who it was... to my surprise, it was Shida & she was talking on the phone with me at the same time. OMG3!! WTH3!! Should i open?! Of cos i should?! Rite?! Should i?! What should i do?! I can't juz leave her there?! Tk baik sak gitu... I juz went to the toilet as fast as i can, wash my face & did my hair before opening the door. She went in & gave me the stuff i asked for. FOR REAL!! slap forehead... I was joking lah for GOD sakes... OMG! I've nvr been alone at home with a girl ever since Sha... all those years back... so awkward... Shida then saw me limping & shouted at me to sit down. WTH?! aru sampai je dah marah2... so i did what she asked as she poured me some Ice Lemon Tea & asked me to explain wat happened to me & why i can't walk properly... Sigh... How the hell should i know... 1 moment i was fine then the next moment i'm not... She asked me to lie down cos she wanted to massage my back. WTH?! NOOOO!! I said, cos i dun want her to look @ my back... it's a mess thx to the chiken pox i has a few weeks back. Then kena scold lagi... Fine... do wat ya want... Grrrr... Hmph... She took the oil & massaged my back. SO AWKWARD!! WTH!! SILENCE... Then i heard her sobbing... erm... i think she was crying... sigh. She said dat she told me to quit fighting... see wats happening to me now. Thanks ah eh... RUB IT IN WHY DUN YA!! As if i dun feel bad enough. Sigh. I then told her the same thing i told AK the prev day. which is... look at the bright side... if i get hospitalised, at least i can see my love ones more frequently as they visit me. She punched my back & made me scream in pain. She then paniced & hugged me while saying sorry repeatedly. She was till crying... Sigh... Juz for the record, ntg happened. We're close friends... I noe she still has feelings for me but. Sigh... I still dun feel anything. Dats the sad truth... Try as hard as she may, dat fact didn't change. I guess my heart is already with someone... i dun think it'll come back. Correction... it's actually with 2 people... cos my feelings & memories of them both is still burning strongly within me. She has always told me dat it isn't fair but... theres ntg i can do to change dat fact. Dats juz who i am. We then watched movie till around 7+pm b4 she went home. It was fun... But wat a surprise dat was... Thx Shida! Dat was really2 sweet of u... I was really3 touched... Literally. LoL. Kidding2. Seriously i appreciate everything u did. U've always been sincere & so caring to me... U have my outmost Gratitude =) My family came bck around 12am & i went to sleep a few mins after dat. Labels: Thx for the gifts too ya =P Wednesday, November 4, 2009  An old pic i have of little miss SabbyThe 2nd week of school was spent with close friends & i have to say dat it was not planned at all. Monday 26th October 2009 The day was as per normal & laid back which was good cos it is Monday. LoL. I had this craving for Takoyaki & suddenly tot of Sabby, so i msged her asking if she wants any... obviouly i didn't think it through cos it was already 2:45pm & she would probably be in the bus otw to school. I know this but i kinda fgt @ dat moment in time. LoL. But then she said dat we could have lunch tmrw instead if dats ok with me. Cool!! Lunch with Sabby!! I was like OMG2!! WAT WILL I WEAR?! LoL. I panicked as per normal when it comesto Sabby. Hahaha. AK, if ur reading this, u'll probably be laughing. LoL. Anyways i ate my Takoyaki then went straight home but then i bumped into Shida... erm actually she tap my shoulders, i didn't realise she was nearby. LoL. She asked if i'll be bz later cos she wanted to give me something which she said dat i would probably love. Knowing her for so long, i guess dat would probabaly be true. She asked me to meet her at her block ltr @ ard 8+pm before we both went home. I got home & got another surprise. My mom cooked Ayam masak lemak & OMG ah!! UMAI!! It was so delicious that i fgt all abt the 8pm thingy with Shida until she called me ard 9pm & asked me where i was. LoL. Srry tau =P So i went down to meet her & she gave me a small plastic container filled with Chocolate Chip Cookies & a bar of Chocolate. Awwww thx Shida!! I really2 like it alot but we both agreed the cookies i made for Raya was better. LoL. Wakakaka. Proud pe aku XD. We shared the cookies & chocolate while chatting abt this year's Hari Raya & other stuff before i we said goodbye. I spent the rest of the night chatting with AK & Hudz while playing Assasin's Creed on my laptop. Tuesday 27th October 2009 I went to my Bussiness Etiquette class in the morning & the lecturer told us dat we'll be having our 1st assessment which will be graded by how well we present ourself & act in a roleplay. OMG!!! so sudden!! But it's ok, i'm confident with my group =) and thankfully it all went well at the end of the day. The guyz were asking why i was smiling non stop & if it has anything to do with the fact dat Sarah was standing close to me during the play. WTH!! It got ntg to do wth dat okay!! Besides... it was a crush lah... i'm over it oredy. But i still think she's cute lah. Okay shut up!! I was super cheerfull cos tdy was the day dat Sabby's coming to my school for lunch. WOOTS!! i havn't seen her for so long not including pics from her blog lah of cos... I waited for her @ the bus stop opp NP then we went to have Takoyaki @ canteen 2 but sadly the stall was all out of it & i had to wait... wth lah! so unlucky! The takoyaki wasn't ready when we ate it, so it was mushy & too soft... sigh... waisted seh... i can tell dat Sabby didn't like it dat much... so dissapointing seh... after telling her dat i was delicious & all... but seriously, it tasted so yummy if it's been cooked properly ah. Sigh. I took her to get some bubbly tea @ the cafeteria in the Library. I got my favourite Mango Sunrise while Sabby got a chocolate shake. Luckily she really liked hers this time. Hehe. We then made our way to Our Space & i showed her the bord games room since she & the gang love playing UNO. There was a blood donation drive in progress & she kept saying dat she dun wanna donate blood. Hahahaha. Takot pe dia. We didn't donate blood of cos... sapa nak seh. LoL. We juz sat in our space & were chatting when this girl came & asked if we can help her with a survey. we helped of cos but then she started asking abt which course we were in & if Sabby was in the same course as me. LoL. Sabby told her dat she was from MDIS & when the girl went off, Sabby said dat she should not have been so honest & should have told the girl something else. LoL. Soon it was time to go & i told her dat i hope she tak serik datang to my skool again for lunch. I think she heard it wrongly & said dat she'll come on her own nxt time. LoL. We then waited for the bus to come but bus 61 decided to take it's own sweet time to come & the bus dat finaly came was full & Sabby decided to take the next 1 which came 1hr+ or was it ltr... Poor Sabby was late for school. I really hope we'll be able to hang out again soon! Maybe this time, we can hang out with BLAZE1 peeps can? =) Wednesday 28th October 2009 The days was pretty much the same as always in school but then Amirul asked me if i was gonna join them for the movie ltr dat evening. I was like huh?! Wat movie?! Then he told me dat there was gonna be a free movie @ LT77 ltr @ 6pm & dat he's gg to watch it with Afiq & he wanted to try & get the whole gang to join them. I was hessitant at 1st but then Amal, Ahmad & Rifiq deto join in on the free movie so, Wat the heck ah, i guess i might as well join in on the fun as well. LoL. The movie ended at around 9+pm. Then the guyz & i decided to check out block 50 which was rumoured to haunted lv7 but the elevator only stops @ lv6 but occasionally it randomly takes students to lv7 & if u were stupid enough to let the elevator door to shut behind u then u won't be able to get back down till another victim stops @ lv7. So we wet into the elevator & tried to press the so called lv7 button but it didn't budge so we decided to drop off @ lv6 & climb up to lv7 instead. Otw up, Ahmad & Amal was telling us dat they actually been thru the experience of the elevator lift opening @ lv7 & told us dat it was pitch black & scary. Soon we got off at lv6 & walked up the stairs till we reached a gate but it wasn't locked for some reason. So i decided to go up while the others we kinda reluctant to follow me. I took a look around lv7 but sadly the door was locked. I took a peek through the glass panel on the door & only saw the roof. ler... roof je... no biggie. I was still looking around when Amirul & Amal asked me to get back down. They then told us about how scared Shawn was when they previously went to lv7 with him. LoL. We all went back after dat. Thursday 29th October 2009 School was very3 tiring... i was sleeping for 30% & daydreamed 50% of the time in class... then when i finally got home, my mom asked me if i wanted to sent my bro off ltr cos he's gg to Japan for a week. Ler... malas sak... besides i need to sleep. So i didn't follow the 2 vehicle convoy to send my bro off. But i end up chatting with my close friends online instead... cos some of them need a shoulder to cry on & had troubles dat needed a listening ear. I rather help my close friends then to sleep anyways so i dun mind. I was chatting with them when i noticed dat it was already reaching 2am+ but my family's not bck yet. Hmm. 45mins ltr, i heard them beri salam & i opened the door. Then my dad boast al usualy telling me dat my relatives treated them to Sempang Bedok. Ler. Nak makan free je tu org... kalao ajak gi as a family, he'll say mahal lah apa... watever lah. At least they're kind enough to buy my fav chicken chop. LoL. No complians there, mintak more lagi ada ah. Hahahaha. I'm willing to pay of cos ah. I finally couldn't stay awake & told the gals dat i need to rest @ ard 2+am. The rest of the week was spent playing games @ home. WOOTS!! Labels: It was nice to see you again |
 
Mohamad Syamirza
a.k.a Syam (Erm... apparently almost everyone in my class calls me my this name now... even teachers -_-") MiRzA (Norm for relatives & friends) Mimi (LoL Pika only... so far) ZaZa (Ak only so far =P) I'm 26 25/12/1984 --- Msn Likes: NFL, Cycling, Bowling, Badminton, Outdoor Activiteis, Music, Animes, Movies, Games  New Jeans New Clothes A White Beanie A new MP3 A Big Punching Bag Boxer Gloves A New Set Of Weight A Black Bicycle w/gearsSorry if i leave anyone out :) MJ12 Zi Yee Siti Yuyun Hidayah hAni Ayue Ayue2 A.W.A AfiqNadd Molly Dee Sabby Linda Dyla Yana Fyda BEN Ahmad Amirul Clarissa Pei Yi Pika Fir Khir Jas SrtStf Tunchit Acah Badd Latiff Hafiz Nizar Kamisah Zach Dzhabar Isnady Shawn March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 April 2010 September 2010 October 2010 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 November 2011 April 2012   Music Playlist at MixPod.com Designer: SiewSuen♥ Basecode:Chili. |
