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Friday, August 28, 2009
A friend once asked me to guess what he was trying to make with a piece of paper, while we were eating dinner @ Mac. He told me that the clue was dat it was the most powerfull thing on earth... at dat point of time i was clueless & blur... wondering wat dat thing might be... a few minutes later, he showed me wat he made... it was a heart. Leeeeer... Lame... i noe!Hahaha. He then said this... Love is the most powerfull thing in the world. It can make people Smile/Cry... Jump For Joy/Jump Off The Roof... Makes You Stronger/Weaker... Give You Motivation/Make You Give Up... Gives People Hope & Faith/Lost In Darkness... The most miraculous thing is dat love creates life... But it can also make us take lives... So everytime someone breaks your heart, stop & think about it before you shout out "LOVE SUX". Don't blame love for ur perdicament... cos we all have to go thru a few bad ones before we finally meet the right one... but we'll keep learning from the past relationship & hopefully we'll become a better person cos of it. But what if the right one happens to be ur past one... What will you do? Will you give him/her another chance or simply juz ignore him/her... Can rotten people really change for the better? Can gutless people really grow some balls? Will those backstabbers really mend their ways? Maybe? Maybe Not? But i would like to think that people can change cos... whats wrong in having a little hope... If i can change, then why can't they?! Thats what i always ask myself before judging others... But sometimes we ask ourselves... why do these thing happen to us? Do things really happen for a reason? Whenever that question comes into mind, think about wat u have now... your family... your friends... who noes, there might be someone in the shadows celebrating... not cos they enjoy to see you suffer but they think dat their chance has come to win ur heart... dat maybe... juz maybe you'll give them a chance... but sadly we're damaged goods... trust is scarce... give us some time to get things back together again... let us pick up the broken pieces of our heart befor u say those 4 words dat means so precious to you... Say them too soon & u'll end up broken too... Whats love to you? Izzit juz the hormones or do you really feel so strongly for dat certain someone... Some people love so deeply that they're willing to suffer in silence juz to make dat person happy... Some juz give up, thinking that the person they love is much better off with someone else... Some stay close to their love ones & became their best friends cos they dun mind being single as long as they can spend their time with the one they care for the most... Or are u all of the above? Then what about our parents? Do they say dat they love you? Or do they even show that they care? Some parents try their best to show dat they care even if u keep shouting & scolding them. Have you ever took the time to juz hug ur parents & tell them dat u love them. Some people wished dat they could do dat... Cos their parents are no longer with them. Do you you want to wait & regret it? So please juz appreciate our friends & family... take the time to show some care & concern... show them that they mean alot to you. Don;t juz say those words juz for the sake of saying it... Cos those words are precious... Think about wat it takes for them to finally say those words to you. The moment someone search their true feelings, picks up every ounce of courage in their shaking body & say that they love you. Thing arn't A complicated as some people think it to be... why must we have a reason to love someone? can't we juz love omeone for who they are? Stop asking them why they love you... cos then they'll have to think hard & it'll be awkward. LoL. Take things 1 step a time... no rush... what's there to loose? A rival? Wat makes you think dat they're nt gg thru the same problems ur facing now? I noe this post is full of questions. I hope this post helps to put some things into perspective. Peace Guyz!! Genesis Signing Out!! Oyaseminasai!! I wanna get ready to buka now =) Labels: Love Is Life Friday, August 21, 2009 It's finally that time of year again... I've been looking forward to it since GOD noes when... I noe you guys must be wondering why would i like the fasting month... cos we can't eat or drink till 7+pm. Actually to me... It's like any other normal day... cos normally i dun eat or drink till night time either. The main reason why the fasting month/bulan puasa is so precious to me is cos, i feel closer to my lost love ones. It's the time of year where we're visited by those who have already gone to the other side. Believe it or not during this period of time, i sometimes feel her presence... the love of my life... i smell her distict but faint perfume when i'm praying/sembayang terawir @ home. So during this time of month, i'll sometimes just lock myself in my room & pray after break fast/ buka puasa. I assure u dat i'm not insane no matter what people thinks of me. But it's true... ask ur parents if u dun believe me(malay people only)... The bad spirits are locked up while the good one are free to roam & visit their love ones once again. Ystdy was the last night before puasa... i can't help but to think back on the past esp last year where i was @ the peak of happiness but look at me now... still the same & single. Then i kept thinking about my friends when they ask me to get married... once again i remember "THE DAY" when i poped out the question & asked Sha to marry me all those years bck. I kept thinking & still blame myself for the accident... i think i would have been happy with her rite now if i had sent her back home myself. I can't help but feel sad as tears filled my eyes as i chat with Hudz on MSN ystdy. Loosing a love one during Raya is as heartless as it gets... it's enough to make anyone loose faith in GOD/Allah... i hated him so much after that day... i ask mysef why must i celebrate Raya?! It's totally meaningless to celebrate an occasion esp when ur fiance passed away during that period of time. I felt so bitter back then because everyone didn't understand what i was going thru... i end up staying home every single day of Hari Raya except for the 1st day & continued for 6 years straight. I've only started to find a purpose to celebrate Hari Raya 2 years ago. Thanks to my close friends & family besides someone special told me that i should start getting to know my relatives & family. Cherish the ones that you still have with you. But today i read her blog & found out that she's going thru the same thing that i went thru all those years back. I want you to know that ur not crazy... It's ok if you don't want to celebrate this year... find the strength to forgive yourself in order to be happy. I havn't seen you for ages now but i can only imagine the sad look as u wrote that post. I've always cared for you dearly & i've been praying for your happiness & safety ever since i found out that you lost your Dad last year. Who would have tot the day that was so special to me could ever be the sadest day to you... 24th December 1997 was the day Sha & i reunited after going to different Sec School & cos we lost contact before that day, thx to her parents moving house. So it was a special day for me & i remember every single thing that happened that day. I still think that ur the most strongest person i noe & i noe that u can get thru this. The difference between both our tragedies is that u can still confide in your Mom & Sis about how ur feeling. I had no1... my parent dun even know what happened to me at that time & why i shut everyone out of my life & went to NS. Trust me when i say that i think i noe what ur going thru & If you need someone to talk to, i'm always online. Hope u'll be smiling & be SUPER bubbly again soon. Tc Always. Now for the update!! I got my Bursary a few weeks back & decided to blanja my whole family to Sakura because they never been there before & i juz felt like pampering my family abit. Hehe. On dat day, i went to meet them @ Orchard Sakura after my class ended on Fri. They were all in awe of the place & they were all smiling widely after the 1st few bites. Hehe. I'm so happy that my parents were happy. We ended eating from 7:30pm till 9:15pm. We ate till out tummy screamed for help. Hahaha. Heres a few pics we took on that day =)
 Then a few days after that, i took my close friend & best friends out to Sakura too. Hehe. We celebrated Pika's belated B'day & Hudz gave her a gift. We end up eating till the place was about to close, Hudz nk muntah, Pika took off her belt cos her tummy was bloated(dah brapa bulan tu Pika?) & Amirul couldn't even walk straight cos he was too full. Hahahaha. I miss my best friends!! Hope u guyz enjoyed urself!! Not fgting Amirul who's been the one tutoring me for every common test & exam i had so far. Hehehe. Heres some of the pics we took dat night.  This pic was taken by Hudz. I like it alot Hudz!!   Labels: Find Your Light and Forgive yourself |
 
Mohamad Syamirza
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