Tuesday, July 14, 2009
 Both Teams Rushing for the balls as the game starts 1st Runner Up ChampionsI had a hectic day tdy. I left for school around 11:30am right after receiving Afiq call, cos i asked him to check the store in canteen 2 to find out if they have a ball pump. Thank God they had 1 around, so i dun have to bring mine to school. I met Ben near the bus stop & we waited 1hr for the stupid bus to arrive... Damn 154 is always late... freakin waste of time... Grrrr. I slept in the bus & was surprise to see that Ivan took the same bus @ Clementi. I felt really2 greatfull when i found out that Ben, Ivan, Bryan, Zack & Jeremy came to school to support my event even though they had no shool tdy. THANKS GUYS!! Really2 appreciate it. I went to meet Afiq & Nad outside the gym & we went to buy the balls for our Dodgeball event. The shop was selling 1 Volleyballs for $5/- & 3 Volleyballs for $10/- Ooooh Aaaam Geeee!! Rite?! Hehe. It was Freakin Cheap!! I saw the same balls selling for @ least $15/- each outside school. Ash joined us as we were pumping the balls & we made our way to the sports hall. Afiq & I asked him to fetch the trophies @ Queensway since he has a Bike. It'll be easier & more efficient for him to ride there. We waited for all the participants to arrive before we started the event @ around 2:10pm. Afiq took lots of pics. In the final moments of the game, Ahmad was the only 1 standing against Ben, Jeremy, Bryan & Ivan cos the rest of his team members were already taken out. He put up a resilient fight but Ben's team won it in the end. We took some final pics with both teams & not forgetting the Winners pics with the trophies before all the participants left. Afiq & I had a debrief before he took Nad home. After the event, i went to join Hidayah, Borris, Malcolm, Ben, Bryan, Zack, Jeremy & Ivan @ block 46 & did my AECAM project till around 5pm before heading to Teban for my haircut. I was walking back home after the haircut when i saw Shida near my place... i just walk past her & was wating for the lift when she came to me & we end up talking for a while... she apologises & asked if we were still friends... like seriously... i should be the 1 asking dat... after all dat... u want things back to the way it was b4... like WTH!! okay3... let me get this straight... u left me... saying dat u wanna end our 9yrs of friendship juz because i wanted more time for school & didn't wanna commit... you nvr returned my msgs & calls then now all of a sudden, u want things to go bck to normal... juz like dat. Sigh... but to tell you the truth... i was glad... i felt happy... maybe things are starting to take the turn for the better... maybe. I went home after our little talk & man was i tired... i switched on my laptop & fell asleep while watching Guyver 2 the movie. It's an old movie... i dun think u guyz have heard of it. Anyways... it's nearly 2 am now & i'm so tired... so dats it for tdy... Labels: Dodgeball Competition 2009 =) Sunday, July 12, 2009 School have been a miserable part of my life now dat i'm in Poly... i feel like i'm out of place... it's taking the happiness & life out of me... slowly killing me... i hate this part of my life now... been so down... lost in my thoughts... even when i'm surrounded by friends & family... What's this empty feeling i have deep inside... i havn't had this feeling since i lost Sha ages ago... Why have this feeling come bck now... Why am i thinking too much... Why can't i just smile & pretend to be happy & not break down in my sleep... But besides all the stuffs dat has been going on lately... I've been really2 trying to be positive... I have my besties to thank for dat... They asked me how i was doing everyday & although u think dat ur not doing much... The fact dat i made u worry about me, makes me wanna change & try again... Even Sabby msged me & asked if i was ok... I was shocked & felt really6 greatfull & she made me remember why i was in Poly in the 1st place... I made a promise to my late ex dat i'll try my best to get my Diploma... In loving memory of the most precious & loving person of my life... I'll hang on & keep going even if it kills me... for her sake... This is all i have now... Without it... Theres no future... i need to buck up now or the future i dreamt about will nvr come true... But how i wish she's still with me... by my side... telling me dat i can do it... dat everything will work out somehow... Cos now... Those words that she used to keep telling me are like the only pillars of support in my head... Keeping me from breaking apart... keep telling myself dat it'll be ok... it'll work out somehow... i dun have anything else... i can't depend on anyone else other than myself cos... no matter how close you are to dat certain someone... how special they are to you... it will only be temporary... dat the lesson i've learned from my past experiences... even if they say dat they'll always be there for me... someday... somehow... it'll end... So ya... stop depending on my friends & family for my strength... sure i'll be stronger cos of them but it'll only make me fall harder... so pls stop telling me dat i still have you... it makes me sad everytime i hear those words being said to me... so many ppl have said it to me... all of them have walked away... actually every single 1 of them... Sigh... I miss ITE life... the freedom... the feeling of achievement... the friends i've made there... the love i felt & lost... the precious memories good & bad... the popularity... the fame & fortune dat came with it... feeling so high & mighty... ntg was better than dat... ITE Dover life was the best i've ever felt... If i can relive any part of my life... i'll relive those happy days... Oh ya... 1 of my bestie called me ZaZa tdy. LoL. Dats new... but i dun mind really. Haha. It kinda make me feel happy dat ur comfortable with calling me by dat name. Even though we nvr hang out, u've became 1 of my bestfriends... some 1 who has always been there for me... keeping me on my feet when i feel like falling to the ground & vice versa... Someway/Somehow, we're always in the same boat... every single time... maybe dats why we can relate to each other... we've been sharing probs with each other since Dover days & i hope i can be there for u in the future... like u have been for me... I'm truely, deeply greatfull for ur friendship, care & support u've shown me... i guess it can't be help... i need my friends for strength... sigh... feels like i'm going around in circles... it's already 3am now & i still can't sleep... Insomnia's a bitch... I'm gaining weight cos my injuries are acting up... i can't run... so how am i supposed to loose weight... All i've been doing is gg to Haikle's place to hit the speed & heavy bags & work on my jabs... hopefully a few bloopers can make us burst out in laughter. Hehe. Like wat happend with what's his name... Jack izzit? LoL. Srry i fgt. Dat sparring session end up with us laughing our ass off before it even started. LoL. Fighting without gloves & tape for the 1st time in the ring, end up with his mouth piece poping out of his mouth like an old man's fake teeth & a deep wound on my right fist. LoL. It was Hilarious! I wish i can laugh like dat everyday... If only i can hang out with all of my besties, all @ once... i wonder how it would feel like. LoL. AWKWARD. Hahahaha. Booboo, Fir, Terry, Pika, SrtStf, AK, Hudz... i wish i can hang out with u guyz... juz be happy, crazy & juz have fun. I hope you guyz are doing well & happy... or at least doing better than me... Miss you guyz... Aww man i need to sleep now... skool starts @ 8am tmrw & it's already 3:45am... i'll be staying back in skool for CAM project work with Hidayah & the guyz then i still have to go buy the trophies in Queensway for Tuesday's I&E event... Sigh... i hope everything goes well... Thx fir reading guyz... Labels: Hold On... |
 
Mohamad Syamirza
a.k.a Syam (Erm... apparently almost everyone in my class calls me my this name now... even teachers -_-") MiRzA (Norm for relatives & friends) Mimi (LoL Pika only... so far) ZaZa (Ak only so far =P) I'm 26 25/12/1984 --- Msn Likes: NFL, Cycling, Bowling, Badminton, Outdoor Activiteis, Music, Animes, Movies, Games  New Jeans New Clothes A White Beanie A new MP3 A Big Punching Bag Boxer Gloves A New Set Of Weight A Black Bicycle w/gearsSorry if i leave anyone out :) MJ12 Zi Yee Siti Yuyun Hidayah hAni Ayue Ayue2 A.W.A AfiqNadd Molly Dee Sabby Linda Dyla Yana Fyda BEN Ahmad Amirul Clarissa Pei Yi Pika Fir Khir Jas SrtStf Tunchit Acah Badd Latiff Hafiz Nizar Kamisah Zach Dzhabar Isnady Shawn March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 April 2010 September 2010 October 2010 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 November 2011 April 2012   Music Playlist at MixPod.com Designer: SiewSuen♥ Basecode:Chili. |
