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Sunday, June 29, 2008
Tdy was a booooring day for me...i woke up around 11+am in the morning then had the same breakfast i had yesterday...then followed by my weekends exercise, then while i was exhausted & flat on the floor, i got a phone call...but i was lazy to pick it up. My arms felt like it's gonna fall off so i crawled to my bed, turned on the fan & rested my eyes. The next thing you noe it was already 5pm!!! WTH!!! I waisted my day sleeping!! Then i checked my hp & got 6 miss calls but the number's all unknown...while i was wondering who it was, my phone vibrated again. My hp's always in silent mode btw. So i decided to pick it up. It was Lilly...i was still sleepy...so i was like huh...yah...huh...yah...for like 10mins. Till she asked...are you ok? Erm...i'm ok i guess...i'm just tired...but pissed off that i spend my precious Sun sleeping...sigh...there was still so much to be done. I hav'nt done my TFL & math homeworks yet. She then said OoO...srry i did'nt noe. Huh?! Why was she apologising seh?! She's so sweet but...sadly i'm nt that intrested in a relationship rite now...sigh. She's trying too hard...i guess she's too used to working & forgotten how messed up school life can be. I wished i can just go out & get a job but i'm too scared to think about life without a Diploma. Thats why i wanted to continue my studies. We chat for a bout half an hour while chatting in MSN, before i had to hang up cos i hav'nt prayed yet & it was nearly 7pm. I really don't get it...why izzit that when i am ready for a relationship, the girl i like is always not ready then when i'm all screwed up & decide not to be in a relationship, this girls start to pop up into my life...SERIOUSLY!! I don't get it. I hav'nt got any luck in relationships this past few years...i'm getting colder as the day past me by. I hav'nt been able to come up with any sweet msgs or poetry since last year. But things hav'nt been more complicated. I'm still trying to rebuild the walls that had been brought down a few months back. I will not let it fall so easily this time...even if i end up losing another potential GF. So what?! There's still so many fishes in the ocean!! If u girls can't wait then don't waste my time!! I'm not intrested in a short relationship. But i have learned a lot from my past relationships & my perspective in life & love has'nt changed but it has been refined. Which means that i know alot more about it now. What i should & should'nt do. Girls got so much to say when it comes to guys!! But i tell you this!! You girls are'nt that much different either!! Always making things so complicated!! But as usual this dos'nt apply to all of them or all of us. But sooner or later the whole population will be affected by what the few of those idiots have done. We're getting more cautions & we're having more trust issues. Things are getting even more complicated. Thats why i'm just gonna concentrate on my studies for now cos i don't need my life to be any more complicated than it already is. But you never know...when the right i will come along. Haha. There's always that possiblility. Those of you who's already attached...i got this to say to you guys. YOU LUCKY BASTARDS!!! I envy you guys!! I hope that you guys will stay happy always!! I wish to debate more but i got lots of work to do!! Thx for reading!! Labels: Wished i was lucky Saturday, June 28, 2008 Wow it's finally Saturday!! Afiq asked me out on a cycling trip with him & his GF because i kept talking about it & was hooked to it due to the A.W.A cycling Expedition which i had last Sat. But sadly i had to decline the invitation...mainly because i got lots of Assignments that needs to be done & the deadlines are coming closer. I woke up SUPER EARLY today because i slept with my light & lappy on. Luckily i managed to switch off everything before my mom enters my room to wake me up for morning prayers. I was pretending to sleep. IT WAS A VERY CLOSE CALL!! My mom enters the room 5mins after i switched everything off!! Phew. So i woke up, prayed & went straight to work on my assignments but then i had frequent breaks to eat snacks & refreshments but other than that...theres not much food!! So i had to wait for my mom & bro to return with breakfast!! I chat with a few friends online while waiting for them to return from the market with FOOD!! I managed to fin my IAC assignment & AMP lab report by noon. I was just about to make myself something cheesy to eat when i heard the front door opening. WooHoo they're back with breakfast!! I had Mee Rebus & Tahu Panas then i get started with my AMMP assignment. I had to write a 2 page summary on 2 articles. Then i'll also be tested about the same article next Tues. So i tried my best to understand & memorise them. Then SrtStf went online & we chat awhile before she said that she need to get ready to go to a B'day party. The B'day boy happens to be my ex classmate Efang from Dover ITE. SrtStf invited me to come along but i had to decline. Sigh...if given a choice, i'll rather go cycling & join SrtStf to the B'day party than staying @ home doing assignments!!! Then Fir got online & asked me where i was. I replied saying i'm at home. He then asked me: Tk Kluar nyari? (means: Ur not going out tdy? in malay) Sigh...nope. Got lots of assignments to do. Then after some sarcasm form Fir, he then send me lots of msgs with sounds. That was kinda cool!! I don't knoe hw he did it. It was the 1st time i'v ever saw it happen. Cool!!! Then everyone started to go online and ask me the same question seh!! Why r u @ home on a Sat?! Not going out?! Aww man!! I'm getting sick of hearing that Over & Over again. Give me a break!!. Then my mom suddently went into my room & asked me to taste something. OMG!! It's porridge!! I've been pestering her to make porridge since like forever & tdy's finally the day to eat some!! Woohoo!! My mom makes the best porridge ever!! It was already 2pm & i prayed 1st before eating. I got lots of miss calls during this period of time & 1 of the caller was Wan Haris from Dover who just got his 1st book out ystdy. But the rest was from...erm...nvm. After having my fill of porridge, I msged Wan & apologised for not aswering his call. But he did'nt reply so i continued with my assignments & finished it before 7pm. I was so bored @ home... so i played a game of DK2 (Dungeon Keeper 2) till 1am in the mng. I then updated my blog till ard 2am then went straight to bed. I got another big day ahead of me. I hope i can fin my homework cos i really want to hang out with the guys tmrw. My eyes are bare open as i wrote this post...Thx for reading guys. Labels: Will the work ever end Friday, June 27, 2008    Wow finally it's Friday!! I met Ben @ the bus stop while waiting for the bus to school. We took 154 then we were joined by Darrick @ Clementi who happened to see us & took the same bus. We had different practical classes today. Ben had CNC (Computer Numeric Control), Darrick had NDT (Non Distructive Test) while i did TIG (Tungsten Inert Gas A.K.A Welding). It was fun cos i never did Welding before in my life!! It was kinda hard but i had fun. We were asked to use this face shield, long sleeve shirts, Put on extra sleeves, gloves & were given carefull instruction on the safety precautions in the workshop. After 3 & a half hrs of practice, the teacher asked us to take a new metal piece & weld it for real so he can see our performance & mark accordingly. We were given 6 tries. I think i did ok. It was fun!! We were then released for lunch. I went to follow Ben & the guys to SIM but while on the way there, i got a call from Afiq who asked me if i wanted to eat cos he wanted to treat me to Roti prata. WOW thx bro!! I was really2 hungry but i did'nt wanna spend any $ cos i wanted to buy something later on. I'll repay ur kindness thats for sure. So he asked me to meet him @ canteen 3 & hung up. I told Ben & the guyz to go on ahead without me & proceed to canteen 3. Took me about 10mins to get there cos NP is kinda big...ya noe...but i dun mind. When i finally got to Canteen 3, i saw, Yat (Hidayat) sitting nearby & i also saw Afiq's bag so i placed my bag down & looked for my bro Afiq. The place was packed & i could'nt see him anywhere but then i saw 2 hand waving @ my direction. LoL it's Afiq so i went to join him in the que. Then he told me that he read my blog & that the post on 80's rewind brings back lots of fond memories. Haha. Thx bro. I like that post too. We chat while waiting for the cook to prepare the food. It was slow as usual but it's worth it cos the prata there is yummy. A few minutes later (I don't know how long we waited for it) the food was served & we walked bck to our seats to eat. Then i saw Hidayah. This girl's face is forever stern. Scaaaaaary!! Does she have anything against me?! I did'nt do anything wrong what?! In fact i never had a real conversation with her before so why does she always look @ me with that (What are you looking at?! Piss off!!) look. So i just continued with my conversations & ate my prata. Amirul made me laugh when he told me about his bloopers. The stories that he told me were FREAKING hilarious!! Amirul!! You DUMBASS!! NOOB!! Next time clear ur history especially when ur using ur GF's laptop!! LOL!! U can't lie ur way out every single time ya noe?! After lunch we proceed to block 51 for our Math lesson which was the final lesson for the day. When we got to the classroom. My classmates was planning a scheme. They told us to sit in such a way that it'll look like as if the classroom is full. So instead of sitting in our usual seat, we spreaded out. Our math class is actually a mixture of 2 class my class which is from AT (Aerospace Technilogy) dept another class from MOT (Marine Offshore Technology). We watched as the other class came in with their stunned faces. It was HILARIOUS!! I can't stop myself from laughing. They just went in & stood there in front of the class for about 2 minutes before spreading out to find seats. Wakakakaka. All my classmates were giggling. Then Umairah (Our class rap from MOT dept. She's HOT!!) went into the class. Then u can hear Amal go : SIAL LAH!! . Mal & Mat is always playing this game where they guess what Umairah i wearing every week & see who's correct. Mat had got it right 3 times in a row in the past but today both guys were wrong. Wakakaka! But for some reason the MOT guys just went in, sigh their names & leave. Hmm...Merajok nampak!! Merajok nampak!! LoL!! We asked our teacher why?! He then told us that they are confident enough in the lesson & are not intrested so they can just sign & leave. WAH!! SO CONFIDENT SIA!! WTH!! DAMN!! If only my math was that good...but too bad it sux!! I tried my best to pay attention but i was surrounded by people who were playing games...sigh. I fell asleep a couple of time then i heard Mat & Mal laughing from the back. LOL!! Nampak je korang eh!! Kaklar ke pe. LOL!! I was sleepy lah. My lecturer saw how tired we were & released us early. THANK GOD!!! So i msged Mahen & told him that my classes had ended & asked where he was cos he told me the prev day that he wanted to come visit. But he replied saying that he overslept again & was @ home at that moment. He then told me to msg him when i get on the bus so he can meet me in IMM. So i did & reached IMM around noon. We rendezvous @ BEST DENKI and went to look around. I bought SrtStf's gift & then after a scouting the place, we decided to go to central to check what they have to offer there. But there was'nt much to see...so we took bus 198 to JP. It took us a few minutes to reach JP & the place was packed!! But JP's got alot of cute & nice things to offer!! But Mahen still hav'nt got a clue on what to get. Then i msged SrtStf if we can meet after work. She replied saying that she fin work ard 7pm. I msged her that it's ok & that we can meet some other time. But then she replied asking if i want to meet her for dinner @ JE KFC and msged me to invite Pika along but Pika was sick & did'nt wanna join us. We agreed on the location & time. Then Mahen & i made our way bck to JE to meet up with her & i gave her the Bilated B'Day gift that i got earlier in IMM. Hope you like it SrtStf!!! We went camera whoring after dinner using SrtStf's cool Hp & manged to take some nice pics! SrtStf ur soooo cute!! U look so happy too!! Then we walked to the bus stop near the NTUC & she took 197 home. We waved goodbye then Mahen & i walked to the bus stop near 7/11 when i saw my bus. So i said gdbye & took the bus home. I got back home @ around 9pm+. I was so tired. Took a nice long bath & went online to chat with SrtStf, Pika, Mahen, Terry & Tunchit (Liyun). We chat till around 1am plus before i fell asleep on my bed with my laptop & lights on again. Luckily i got up before evry1 else & managed to turn everything off before my mom came in to wake me up for morning prayers. Hehe. I had fun!! Hav'nt seen SrtStf ever since our last day in Dover ITE...Miss ya alot!! I hope we can hang out again sometime. Thx for reading & Take care!! Labels: I miss my friends Thursday, June 26, 2008 I got an email from a friend today...this is what it says... Fond memories For those who born in the 70s and 80s. 1. You grew up watching He-man, MASK, Transformers, Silver Hawk and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget, Ninja turtles, My Little Pony and Smurfs too. (OMG!! I remember!! I love those cartoons!!) 2. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time. You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug.The teachers said you must brush each side 10 times too. (Actually i remember that was only during Kindergarten) 3. You know what SBC stands for. (S'pore Broadcasting Corporation. Woohoo!! What prize do i get?!) 4. You pay 40 cents for Chocolate or Strawberry MILK every week in class. (I always get 2 milks for free cos my friends don't like drinking milk. Hehe. Lucky me) 5. You watch a very popular Malay dubbed Japanese drama on RTM1 about schoolgirls who possess powerful skills in volleyball called Meoro Attack. (Oooh2!! I also remember Aksi Mat Yoyo!! Wakakakaka!!) 6. You find your friends with pagers and handphone cool in Secondary school. (LoL! What a lame device that was...Pagers SUX!!) 7. SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned. The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red. The big red bell gives a loud BEEP! when pressed. There are colourful tickets for TIBS buses. The conductor will check for tickets by using a machine which punches a hole in the ticket. (I also remember that there used to be lots of love poems carved on the back of the seats!! So romantic...NOT!! Plus bubblegums stuck everywhere...Eeeeeeee!!) 8. Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every Children's Day. (OoO yaaaaa...i fgt about that.) 9. You've probably read Young Generation magazine.You know who's Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable. (Erm...Nope!! Dos'nt ring any bells...Srry.) 10. You were there when they first introduced MRT here. You went for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on the seat to see the scenery. (Hehe. I used to do that!! Short & young little me. Hehe) 11. Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50. &@%#$*@#$^*!@#&^$ (I remember watching Lion King, Home Alone & Jurrasic Park with my family. Of cos those were the only movies that i watched with my parents...till now.) 12. Gals are fascinated by Strawberry Short Cake and Barbie Dolls. (I used to buy Sha a barbie dolls for her B'day every year. It's still in her closit now.) 13. You learn to laugh like The Count in Sesame Street. (No i don't?!! Apeje!!) 14. You longed to buy tibits called Kaka (20 cents per pack), and Ding Dang (50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changes every week not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring. (I remember buying this black plastic pack that has question marks designs for 50 cents & i got a $5/- note inside!! Sometimes even $2/- & $10/- along with some toys & crackers inside. I was ESTATIC!!) 15. You watched TV2 (also known as Channel 10) cartoons because Channel 5 never had enough cartoons for you. (Yup2!! That was before it changed to Premiere 12 then now it's Kids central, Vasantham Central & Art Central) 16. Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three Investigators, Famous Five and Secret Seven are probably the thickest story books you ever thought you have read. Even Sweet Valley High and Malory Towers. ( I read marvel comics like Spider Man, Captain America, X-Men & Avengers) 17. KFC used to be a high class restaurant that serve food in plates and let you use metal forks and knives. (Yup2!! Alot like Arnolds!! But they have mango puddings back then...i liked those puddings!!) 18. The most vulgar thing you said was asshole and idiot and THE MOST EXTREME WAS 'super white'...you just couldn't bring yourself to say the hokkien relative. (Erm...no comments!! Hehe. We all noe thats not true!! Wakakakaka!!) 19. Catching was the IN thing and twist as the magic word. (Yeah!! I love catching!! I usually play Block catching @ west coast with Sha & her bro along with 2 of her friends...i forgot their names though...Sapa sak tu dua pompan...) 20. Your English workbooks was made of some damn poor quality paper that was smooth and yellow. (Yup...but who cares as long as we got books to read & write) 21. CDIS were your bestfriend (Huh?! WTH is CDIS?! I have no idea...srry) 22. The only computer lessons in school involved funny pixellised characters in 16 colours walking about trying to teach you maths. (Wakakakaka!! I remember this!! Hehe. LoL. Just imagine lah sec2 students learning math with Mickey Mouse. LOL. LAME!!) 23. Waterbottles were slinged around your neck and a must everywhere you go. (Iizit? I don't remember it beign a must?! Maybe during my kindergarten days...i'm not sure) 24. Boys loved to play soccer with small plastic balls in the basketball court. (Erm...i think it was a ping pong ball actually...it was stupid. I'm more into catching, Badminton & Tabletennis) 25. Teng-teng, five stones, chapteh, hentam bola and zero point were all the rage with the girls and boys too... (I like chapteh!! Back then ah. Hehe) 26. Science was fun with the balsam and the angsana being the most important plants of our lives, guppies and swordtail being the most important fish. (Yaaaaah!! I don't know why they always use the same plants & fishes) 27. Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and John, eternalized in our minds from the textbooks. Even Mr Wally & Mr.Yakki. What abt Miss Lala??? And Zaki and Tini in Malay Textbooks. (LoL!! All the textbooks had the same characters) 28. We carry out experiments of our own to get yourself badges for being a Young Zoologist/Botanist etc. (Yeah!!! I was a young Botanist!! I still got the badge seh!! Hehe) 29. Every Children's day and National day you either get pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with 'Happy National Day 1994'. (Tu ah!! Every single time seh!! Cheap skates!! Dat was so lame!!) 30. In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother. (Me & Sha were partners & best buddies from primary 1 till primary 5 seh) 31. We wear BM2000, BATA, or Pallas shoes. (Oooh2!! I wear bata all the way till sec skool until i changed to North Star. Hehe) 32. Your form teacher taught you Maths, Science and English. (Yup2!! Some even teached Malay) 33. The worksheets were made of brown rough paper of poor quality. (Yah...but u don't see me complaining) 34. You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes. (I never wore slippers to school...too lazy...so my feet will end up wet & stinky cos of the wet socks...eh wait...my feet dun stink back then. Wakakakaka!!) 35. School dismissal time was normally around 1pm. (YEAH!!! Those were the good times!! There were AM session & PM session till around 1997 i think. Was in Sec 3 when they combined the 2 sessions into 1. Sigh...) 36. There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday. (yup2!! Easy enough) 37. Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday. (Erm...mine's only $1.50/- a day. But the food back then was very3 cheap!! Nasi Bryani was only 50cents a plate & a cup of grape drink was only 20 cents. There's still lots more cash to spend on my fav snacks like Hero!! Hehe.) 38. You see Wee Kim Wee's face in the school hall. (Srry i dun remember who this geezer is. Should i?! Maybe if i see the face then i'll remember.) 39. You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl. (Hehe. No probs with me & Sha. LoL. We were the same height back then. LoL.) 40. Boys like to catch fighting spiders. (Oooooh YEAH!!! My favourite past time back then!! I remember going into Clementi Woods to catch them then selling them for $2/- each!! WooHoo!! I was really good @ it too...me & my best friend Zuraidy A.K.A Eddy) 41. Collecting and battling erasers was a pastime for boys. (LoLs!!! Then the winner takes all!! Wakakakaka!! Same goes for marbles) 42. Autograph books were loaded with 'Best Wishes', 'Forget Me Not', and small poems like 'Bird fly high, hard to catch. Friend like you, hard to forget'. (Erm...i dunno seh...i never buy postcards before...till now. Hehe) 43. Class monitors and prefects loved to say 'You talk somemore, I write your name ah!' (Erm...the prefects were friends of mine so i always get to go anywhere i wished) 44. There were at least 40 people in one class. (I think so...i don't remember actually) 45. Large, colourful schoolbags were carried. (I can't remember what kinda lame bag i was wearing but i bet it was ridiculous) 46. You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called the timetable. (Ooooh!! yah seh!! Why eh?! Guess we're dumb asses back then!!) Spread this heart warming message around, you don't get something like this very often.Never frown when you're down, you never know who's falling in love with your smile... (Huh?! What's smiling got to do with this email seh?! Apeje!!) For those who are born in those days... remember the good old days? For those who arent.... know what u missed out..? (I'll never forget the good old days...the times i spent with my friend & love ones...especially those who are no longer here today) Does/can the present be exchangable for the past? U decide. (I won't change a thing...sadly true...) I'm dedicating my blog song to my late girlfriend Sha...it was our aniversary song. At The Beginning - Donna Lewis & Richard Marx Enjoy the song & Thx for reading!! Labels: Lovely Memories Saturday, June 21, 2008      I woke up @ 5am, prayed, ironed my clothes, pack my bag & drank lots & lots of water. Why u asked?! Because tdy's the day of A.W.A's 2nd outing!! Our Cycling Expedition!! WooHoo!! Although Epul, Azhar, Zaki, Sharir, Farihin, Singh, Hari & Ad will not be joining us, i'm sure it'll still be LOADS of fun!! I left home about around 7:15am then went to usual bus stop to wait for Fir. We then took the bus to JE MRT STN. We arrived around 7:50am...the actual meeting time is @ 8:30am. Our group is full of late comers so this is bad news for me & Fir because this means that we'll have to wait extra2 long for them to arrive...sigh. Steven arrived @ around 8:15am, Ram joined us @ around 8:40am & Eddy joined us @ around 9:15am. Mahen called & told us that he'll be driving there & that he will be picking Pika up as well so we took the MRT & alighted Tanah Merah to take bus no 2 to Changi Village. We reached Changi village @ around 10+am then we sat down & had our breakfast. The food there was ok. Eddy & I had Roti Prata but it was'nt as yummy as the ones i had from Teban or from school. I could have had nasi lemak but the que was damn LONG!! It's ok...that'll be the 1st & the last time that i'll buy from that shop. Pika & Mahen joined us a few min after we finished our breakfast. So we waited for them to finish eating their breakfast before taking a boat to Pulau Ubin. I like the feeling of riding the waves...it's so relaxing...but the uncle drove so slowly...i feel like puking. I wished the uncle could drive in way faster than that....oh well. The arrived @ Pulau Ubin 10mins later then we asked the local uncle to help us take a picture of our group. Thx Uncle!! We then procced to the bicycle shop where Mahen & Fir had already booked our bikes the previous day. Thx guys!! Btw i think the girl working in the shop is cute sak!! KAWAIII DES!! We checked the bikes that was handed over to us then paid the shop bendor. Then when i was checking my bike, a van suddently drove past by me so i had to squeeze to the side of the road. OMG!! The road was already so narrow to begin with!! So dangerous!! But it ok!! It can't be helped. Then we ride to the court yard to make our warm ups. "NOTICE: This was my 1st time riding a real bike. The last time i really rode a bicycle was 20+ years ago. I remember i was a tricycle...you know...the ones with training wheels." I was so nervous!! I was'nt confortable...was'nt that confident. After the warm ups, we cycled to our 1st route. But we had to make frequent stops cos Steven was tired...it seems he tires easily. After riding for 1hr plus, taking pictures, we received a call from Sharir, saying that he will be joining us shortly after school. So we headed back to the court yard to rendezvous with him but by that time, Steven has already given up. So Fir asked us to go on ahead as he stayed back to carry Steven's heavy bag & accompony Steven as he walk back to the court yard. By the time we reach the the designated place, Sharir was already there with his bike. So we all sat dwn by the road while waiting for Fir & Steven to return. A few minute later we then saw them riding slowly back. Steven asked us to go on without him cos he's too tired. Hmm...wasted sak. But this is where the fun really begins!! The route we took after this was full of up hills & down hills!! it was super fun!! I got my confidence back after a few minutes but my slim bag was causing me so much trouble. Then there was this really2 long down slope! I went really2 fats & caught up with Fir & Pika. Fir already made the left turn & i waited for Pika to turn but she did'nt seem to be turning any time soon so i decided to take the turn but just when i made the turn, Pika made her turn as well so i pressed the break, skidded & i managed to avoid crashing into her. Phew!! OMG!! THAT WAS CLOSE!! Pika got scared & asked to go first. Not my fault what!! U take ur sweet time to make the turn. I'm just glad nothing bad happened. But still...srry Pika. Mahen then come up to me & said the he liked the way i made the 'E' brake. LoL. The be honest...i dunno what i did really. The route after that continued to be full of uphill & downhills but Ubin was beginning to get crowded because there seemed to be an increase of bikers on the road. We rested by the beach to have toilet breaks & i got a message from Farihin, telling me that he has finished work & is heading back home to change & he will call me again when he reach home. Then a few minutes later while i was cycling, i felt my handphone vibrating. So i stopped by the road to pick up the call. It was Farihin asking me y it took me so long to pick up the call. HELLOOOO!! PANDAI!! This is a cycling Expedition!! Of cos i'll be cycling lah!! He then asked me what to wear & what to bring to the Expedition. I gave hime the info & then told him that i got to go because i was already behind the pack! So i hung up & phone then i went full speed ahead to catch up with the guyz. I came across a down slope after a few minute so i went full speed but then, there was this huge family that stopped in the middle of the road @ the end of the down slope. So i saw an opening @ the right side & decided to take it but then their littlegirl made her way to the right lane. DAMN!!SHIT!! I WAS ALREADY ON THE WAY DOWNHILL SPEEDING ON THAT LANE!! There was no horn!! No bell!! Nothing to avoid an accident!! So i pressed on the brakes gently to prevent myself from getting injured then i steered myself clear as much as possible but that DUMB girl was still cycling to the right!! So by bike hit her right arm as i went past her but my bike was on a path to the rocky wall at the side of the hill. I don't know how i managed to brake in time but i did!! it happened!! I don't have a single scratch on me. But the girl was complaining that her arm hurts while her mom was scolding her about switching lanes all of a sudden. Instead of scolding her, why don't u just ask ur WHOLE DAMN FAMILY!! to park ur bikes on the side of the track before having a conversation!! IDIOTS!! I COULD HAVE BEEN INJURED!! Thank GOD!! I was'nt injured!! I got too many injuries already!! Then after cleaning myself from the dirt off my hands & shirt, i continued ahead trying to catch up with the rest when i suddently saw a guy with a blue shirt. It was Sharir! He waited for me!! Thx bro!! Phew! I tought i lost u guyz! Then we made our was uphill to join the rest of the A.W.A but then i saw someone lying on the ground at the side of the track. it was RAM!! He told me that he got cramps. So i went to help him but was'nt experienced in this matter. He insturcted me on hw do help him & i did. Srry iRAM!! I'm still a noob!! Then after a few mins of rest, we went to this area where we had to go on foot to continue. So we rested again under the hut before parking our bikes & going to Jejawi Tower to have a nice View of Pulau Ubin, 21 stories high. The view up there was Awesome!! But the climb up the stairs was tiring...especially after a long day of cycling around Pulau Ubin. We took some pics & wanted to take a pic of the whole club so we asked the tourist there who told us that he was from Germany. Thx Germany Dude!! Everyone who went to this Expedition was on the pic except for Ram who was still recovering from the cramp he had earlier. But as we were about to go back down from the tower, RAM finally made it to the top. LOL!! That was hilarious!! Srry RAM!! So we made our way down. The walk down the step was amazingly easier & fast. Then when we got to the ground floor, RAM & i saw a big durian on a magazine. It's like as though it's saying: Pick me up!! Bring me home!! LoL. So RAM asked me to take out his mineral bottle & put in the durian in his bag! LoL. So i did. But it did'nt fit in so Fir asked us to put it in his bag which was WAY BIGGER than RAM's bagpack. Then i heard a girl wining to her Boyfriend about something then when i look back, she was pointing @ us. LoL. If the durian is ur's then claim it lah!! WTH!! Why just leave it there?! Am i right onot? If u asked us to give it back then we'll sure to give it back what. Cos it's not ours either. But they just walked away. LoL. I'm more into a cool bootle of 100 plus or H2O than that durian anyway cos i was Sooooo thirsty at @ that point of time. So we made our way to our parked bikes but then Fir said that the durian was heavy & then he ditched it. LoL. If ur gonna ditch it then we should'nt have taken it in the first place!! Right onot?! I feel bad for the couple juz now seh. They must be really hating us back then. They'll be like...DAMN!! DURIAN STEALERS!! LOL!! WAKAKAKAKA!! Whatever lah!! LOL!! So we got on our bikes again & continued on our last leg of the Expedition. We stopped on top of an uphill trail to take a few pics of the nice scenery followed by rocky, steep downhill slopes. I thought i could go fast like before but i was wrong!! the brakes did'nt seem to be effective @ the rocky areas!! I'M STILL A NOOB WHAT!! HOW SHOULD I KNOW!! I ended up skidding all the way down. OMG!! IT WAS SCARY!! Fir & i was the 1st ones to end the rocky trail then i heard that Sharir fell down, back @ the downslope. Then we waited for some of the guys to take a bath & change their clothes before taking a few final pics @ Pulau Ubin before taking the boat back to Changi Village to Rendezvous with Mahen, Steven, Ad & Farihin. We then had our dinner together. I had Kway Teow Goreng & Pineapple juice x2!! Yay!! It was DELICIOUS!! The Pineapple juice was HEAVENLY!! Then we asked a KAWAII!! Jap girl to help us take a few pics. We really had lots of fun!! But it did'nt end there, we took a bus to Temp mall to relax till 10+pm before taking the MRT back home. We still laughed on the way back home thx to Fir. LoL. But i was tired & fell asleep on the train till JE MRT STN. The we said our goodbyes & i took bus 51 back home. I reached home @ around 12am, took a well deserved bath then slept like i nvr slept before. Awww Mannn was i tired!!Thx Mahen & Fir for organising this Expedition for the club!! IT WAS AWESOME!! (Some of the things that happened in the Expedition was not mentioned in this post cos i dun wanna spoil the mood) Take care guyz!! I hope we can have another A.W.A outing soon!! Labels: Great Stress Reliever Friday, June 20, 2008 I woke up early today cos i got lots of things to do. I went to msg Afiq about going back to school today to fin up our AMP assignment. Then i walk to Teban to have my haircut which took about 30mins then i walked to the bus stop opposite Cycle & Carriage to take my usual bus to school. I msged Afiq that i was already on the way there & he replied saying that he's already there so i asked him to check if canteen 3 is open today cos i want to eat the prata there. It's Delicious btw!! The Egg prata is HUGE for only $1.00 & the plain prata is 60cents. I manage to reach there ard 11:45am & rendezvous with Afiq @ canteen 1. We chat while waiting for the prata & ate till we got bloated. It was so filling seh, then we made our way to the NP library to do our AMP project. I wanted to finish it by today cos i got an A.W.A outing tmrw. It'll be our 2nd outing & it's gonna be a Cycling Expedition. I hav'nt cycled since like forever but i'm sure it'll AWESOME. I hope everything will out ok if not GREAT!! I did my assignments while chatting with a few friends on9. But i managed to fin everything before 5pm. WooHoo. I left NP @ ard 7+pm & i reached hm @ ard 8+pm. I washed up & watched Supernatural in my cozy living room before going on9. But then i checked Mel & found out that my work will be checked for plagerism. Damn it!! I was'nt expecting that!! Aww man!! Which means that i still got lots of work to do!! I worked on it while listening to mys jam 12 but i kinda got sidetracked chatting on9. Did'nt manage to do anything...so i went to sleep after Mys Jam 12 ended around 2am. Labels: Enjoy every bit of the good times we had cos it won't last Thursday, June 19, 2008 It won't be long till school reopens & just when i though i was finished with my assignments, Afiq told me that teacher gave up 2 more assignments & asked me to check my Mel (Ngee Ann Website) Damn it!! It was true...there was 2 more assignments issued to us before the holidays...i just forgotten about it...Damn it!! I did'nt wanna think about it as i watched Contender Asia it was showing the fight between Yodsenklai Vs Naruepol. The clash of the Titans!! but Naruepol did'nt wanna fight seriously cos Yodsenklai is his friend & they were from the same gym. So u can see that he gave up. WTH!! What a dissapointing fight. Sigh...if u ask me...i think he should have fought his heart out. I wonder hw dissapointed his parents will feel when they see that fight. What a waste. After the show ended, i started to do the assignment while listening to Mys Jam 12 on my mp3...then i found out that my earpiece was faulty...just my luck. But it's ok after a few minutes of tinkering. So i managed to listen to Mys Jam 12 comfortably while trying to do my assignment but i found out that i need to do more research so i decided to go to school the next day to do it. I wanted to call Afiq but it was already so late. So i turned in @ around 2:45am to get ready for tmrw. Labels: Still so much to do Wednesday, June 18, 2008 Everything was as per normal today. I spend the whole having fun playing games online & got a phone call from 1 of my closest friend. I tried to cheer her up...wish i could do more to make her feel better and she was'nt feeling well. I'm not stating any names cos of privacy. Then when it was 12am, i turned on my mp3 & listened to Mys Jam 12. The stories were not scary today & i got kinda thirsty all of a sudden so i went out to get something to drink. But the moment i opened my door, i felt an eeeerie feeling...then suddently there was a very fragrant smell...i got goosebumbs all over. Then when i looked @ my mom's door, i saw a little grasshopper...at least i think it was a grasshopper. So i did our family's normal routine which is to go bck to my room, close the door & use our hp to call our home phone & as usual my mom will pick up. I told her everything & they started to pray, then 10 mins later i heard my parent's door opening. So i went out too. By that time the smell has already gone & there was no sign of the grasshopper on the door or anywhere else. I did my night prayers (solat isyak) & went to bed after Mys Jam 12 ended @ 2am in the morning. The next day, my mom told me that she could'nt sleep cos she felt uneasy...my uncle always told me that my mom & my bros are the weaker people in my family but my dad & i were protected so it's like we're the walls between them. I will not elaborate any further. Those of you who don't understand pls ask me in person k. One things for sure...that was wierd...but weirder things have happened before. So it's always good to practice a little precaution. Labels: Eeeeerie Tuesday, June 17, 2008 Woke up early in the mng to find out that i fell asleep on the bed & forgotten to turn off the lights & my lappy...OMG!! How did that happen seh? The last thing i remember was listening to Mys Jam 12. There was this caller who called in to tell KC (The DJ) about her encounter with Hantu Tetek!! Yup!! She said Hantu Tetek sak!! Ya Allah!! Mak Cik!! Refrainlah sikit seh!! But noooooo she even discribed hw big those things were...said that it was as big as pillows. OMG!! KC could'nt stop laughing seh!! Who would'nt be...i was listening to it with my bros & my cuzzy in my bros room...we all could'nt stop laughing seh. Then i remember going back to my room cos i was chatting with AK on MSN & i need some privacy...Got a big lecture from her...which i'm very thankfull for. As usual, she always makes me look @ things @ whole new perspective of my problems & it always makes me feel so much better in the end...but i hope i can do the same thing for u seh AK. Hope u'll be back to ur happy self again. Srry eh Ak...we seldom get to talk...then when we finally do...i'll trouble you with my problems...but she always said that it's ok & that she's glad that she can help in any way. Sweet kan dia! Then we said our gd nites @ ard 2am just after Mys Jam 12 ended & everything after that was a blur seh. I remember i was tired but this is ridiculous!! Luckily the fan was facing the laptop seh...if not...sigh. But that did'nt stop my mom from nagging at me...lol. I guess that could'nt be helped...i deserved it. Srry mom. I then got ready to go to school cos we're gonna finish our assignment. I was rushing because i forgotten to pack my things & to iron my clothes so i was kinda in a rush. I managed to get everything ready around 8:45am...which means that i'm still gonna be late...so i called Afiq telling him that i'm gonna take my breakfast 1st before gg so i'm gonna be a little late but then, for some reason, i did'nt have the appetite to eat...dun ask me why. I left home @ ard 9am & reached school 20 mins later. OMG!! I can't belief i was early!! LoL. I went to Our Space but to my surprice, it was closed!! The last time i checked, the notice said that it'll be closed till 13 June. So WTH!! It now states closed till 21st June. DAMN IT!! Well WHATEVER!! So i made my way to canteen 1 & msged Afiq all about it. After finding a gd place to sit, i switched on my laptop & went straight on the assignment but suddently everyone started going online so i gt non stop messages coming in. Then Afiq finally reached!! It was 10am then. LoL. It's ok bro. U have ur reasons. I'm so used to latecomers anyway. Then Pika got online. I asked her if she gg out ltr? But then she said that her school has reopened!! Aww Maaan!! I wined & said that i did'nt even get to hang out with her or the guys. Then she asked if why i did'nt follow their last outing. I was like huh?! When was that seh?! She then told me that Fir msged me on the day of the outing but i did'nt reply him. I dun remember getting any msgs seh!! Sigh...nvm then. Then Pika asked me if i would be intrested in meeting her later after her classes ends. Yay!! I said yes of cos but her classes ends @ ard 4:30 - 5:00pm & she asked me to go home first but i said that i would rather wait cos i'm kinda scared that i would feel lazy to go out agin if i were to go home but after some carefull thinking, i decided to go home anyway. LoL. So i got home & had my lunch & played a few games before i got out again & waited for Pika @ the JE Library. She was late again as usual. LoL. No biggie! I'm used to it. But there was this Indian/Banglar guy sitting beside me who was staring @ Pika seh!! Aku macam nak bagi je!! WTH was his problem anyway!! We then proceeded to the 4th floor but it was full of people so we went down to the 3rd floor & manage to find a little spot near the book shelves. Pika looked so tired...so down & out. We got so much to talk about cos i'm so familiar with the things she's facing now but i just don't know whow to help her...because as usual we tend to think too much...it'll seem as though the problems are so big when in fact, it's actually so simple to solve. You guyz just need to sit down together & talk about your problems. But in my case...i could'nt even do that. My problems are never solved. Never...It'll just fade away...so it'll keep piling up. But i'm glad i could help you any way i can. Ur my best friend Pika & it hurts me to see you like that. Sayang Kau!! We talked about all sorts of things & i tried to cheer her up any way i can. I don't know if it worked though. We left the library around 6:50pm & i wanted to walk her home but she said she's fine. I don't like to force people so i just send her to the MRT station. I reached home @ around 8pm & went straight to my prayers. But then i checked my HP & noticed that i got 3 miss calls. It was Lilly...sigh. I don't know what to do with that matter...i know she like me...i know i need to treat her better...but i think she deserves someone better...cos i'm not exactly ready for any relationship rite now...but she waited for me for a whole year...so i could'nt bring myself to say anything & the reason why i'm writing my feelings in here is because she don't know about my blog. How convenient rite?! Even if she does know about it, i'm still gonna write about it!! Cos it's my blog & i can write anything i want in it. Besides...she already know about my feelings towards her...the reason why i told her is because i don't want her to place any false hopes on me...again. Like i said...she deserves someone better. So i called her back after the miss calls. We talked & somehow everything seemed to settle down to one conclusion. I told her that i'm not ready & i don't want her to wait for me. I know waht you guyz are thinking! I know...i'm an idiot!! But i'm an idiot who cares about other people!! I just don't want her to want for me when i don't even know what i want. I have been through that path before...i just don't want her to go through the same sadness & misery. Just look at my sorry state now!! I'm pathetic!! So ya...just give u on me. After all that...she said that she won't abandon me...especially at this moment when i need someone by my side telling me that i'll be ok. Even if she's just a friend...she hopes that she can make a difference. I felt like i'm gonna burst into tears...it's already filled my eyes...i said sorry...sorry for all the trouble i have caused...then thanks for understanding...then i said that i was tired & that i need some rest...it was already 3am...we hung up & i burst out in tears. The next thing i noe, my mom was nagging @ me! When i looked @ the clock, it was already 5am!! OMG!! I slept & left my laptop & the lights on again!! Awww Maaaan!! Not again!! Everything after that was just NAG!! NAG!! NAG!! NAG!! NAG!! WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?! Labels: WHATEVER Monday, June 16, 2008 Tdy marks the end of a week of Holiday. That leaves only a week left to go before school starts. I'm running out of cash. I still wanna watch The Incredible Hulk but i have to start doing my assignments. I got 2 of them to finish before school reopens. So my bro Afiq & i decided to go back to school tmrw to finish up 1 of the assignment. I think we'll have no problems with the assignment tmrw but the nxt one is a big problem though...cos i kinda fgt what the topic was. LoL. I went to watch Kungfu Panda yesterday!! WooHoo!! Thx for asking me out!! It's a really HILARIOUS movie but it's kinda short!! But i had a great time watching it. I'v been asking every1 i noe to go watch that movie with me but...the plan always gets cancelled @ the last minute. I kinda got fed up & gave up asking. It's like everyitme i organise something, it always ends up getting cancelled...i'm kinda sick & tired of it. I'm nt a spontaneous person...i like to plan & i tend to espect too much...but seriously!! My plans get cancelled so often nowadays... Maybe i'm going through all this hardship cos the guy on top whats me to learn about something...maybe it's just pure coencidence...maybe it's just bad luck...but the bottom line is that i'm getting so tired & exhausted already...i hope my luck will change soon. Give me something please...cos rite now i got nothing to hang on to...nothing to fight for...nothing to drive me forward...cos i nvr fight for myself i dun remember ever doing that...i'm usually fighting for someone else. Ya i noe...u guyz are probably saying that i should jolly well start fighting for myself soon or i'm a gonner...sigh...don't you think i know that?! It's just that...my body don't work that way...i get my strength from the people i care for...beign with them makes me happy...beign apart from them makes me empty...that's how it works with me. I know some of you think that it's all rubbish but i'm telling the truth. Thats why my love ones & close friends means so much to me. The mere thought of losing any of them can cause tears to flow. I may be scared of so many things...height...accidents...etc. But the thing i'm scared of the most is to be the cause of loosing some1 close to me...someone i care for & love dearly. I have been through it before & i never wanna go through that ever again... So to all my love ones & close friends...thanks for making me the guy i am today...thanks for all the support & friendship you guys have shown me. It really means alot to me. OMG!! I'm so freaking EMO!! LoL!! This is what happens when i'm @ home... Thanks for reading!! Genesis out!! Labels: Everythings got to have an ending Saturday, June 14, 2008 I gt a phone call on Friday @ 3am in the morning...Usually i'll just ignore & just get back to sleep when i don't recognise the number but this time i was kinda curious, so i picked up the call. It was a girls voice that said hello. Hmm while i wondered...I kinda recognise the voice but who... but before i could ask...she already told me. Hi Mirza...Srry to disturb u so late...I just wanna talk to you about something...this is Lilly btw. OoO Lilly. I was like...U still keep my hp no? It's been ayear since we last chat...i gt her MSN but i just did'nt noe what to say you noe. Then i apologised to her for the past...i kinda rejected her in the past...cos i liked someone else... She said that it's ok...cos i followed my heart. Hmm...somehow...that statement makes me angry...i dun think i trust my heart anymore...but i just kept quiet. She asked me if i'm ok...so sweet rite? I'm not really sure if i'm ok or not...i dun think i'm ok...something's been missing ever since i started my POLY life...feels so empty inside...but it got worst during & after the common tests...bad things kept happening to me & my close friends & family were'nt really there for me except for 2 special people. U guys noe who you are! Sayang korang! Can't sleep eh? I asked her. But she said that there's just something she wants to get off her chest. The moment she said that...i was like huh?! What izzit?! But then she start asking so many personal questions...i guess i nvr told her abt all that before...guess she's curious...but i was wondering who told her about all the stuff that she asked me...so many personal infos...but she said that she promised that person nt to reveal who dat person is... I got pissed...i told her that i dun like people talking about me behind my back...so i really wanna noe who's behind all this matchmaking shit!! It's nt dat i dun like the attention...it's just that i feel so vulnerable cos people i dun know, noes about me & my past. It's Irritating!! But she would'nt tell me so i got fed up...but she apologised so sincerely that i could'nt be mad @ her seh. She then asked me if we can hang out like we used to during my DOVER ITE days. Of cos we can!! I nvr said that we can't hang out anymore. She said that i dun call, msg & stuff. LoL. I nvr do did i?! As a matter of fact i nvr liked to call girls & i dun like to msg people anymore either cos they either reply late or nvr reply @ all. So i just msg people if i was msged 1st & calling girls...erm just is'nt my thing ya noe...i get so freaking nervous on the phone...the i'll start blabbering on & on about myself...so ya i rarely call. Even if i really2 like dat person, i still won't call. The main reason is that my home phone's wiring sux. The other party always has a hard time hearing what i have to say cos they can't hear me cos the volume is very3 soft. Just imagine spending the whole day to make a sweet poem then when u finally get a chance to recite it...the girl went: Huh? Srry what?! I can't hear you...can u speak louder? You volume's too soft. Sigh...That always happens...but the other party is usually very2 secretive about this...they won't tell me about it until a time when we were joking & laughing loudly...then she'll ask me. Is there a problem with ur phone?! Then i'll go huh? My phone?! I'm not sure...why?! Then she'll go...OoO nvm then. Then i finally found out what she meant when my best friends calls me or i call them through my home phone. OMG!! She has the patience to try to hear what i'm saying even though it's so FREAKING soft~~i feel so bad seh. So i dun call. Saves u people from having neckaches. Secondly... it's because my mom's always on the phone. But i like chatting on MSN so u can make a phone call there anytime. I like Video calls too...i dunno y though. I just think dat it's cool ya noe. She reacted with a big long Ooooooooo. LoL. I'm not the type of person who ignore people on purpose...it's just that...it's wierd ya noe. A girl likes you but u like another girl...then the relationship did'nt work out...then ur back @ square1 talking to the girl u rejected in the first place. It's like a "BIG FAT" SERVES YOU RIGHT!! Ironic is'nt it?! We chat about all sorts of things after that & for some reason i got really comfortable with her but it's already 5+am in the morning. So i asked her to get some rest & we hanged up. Hmm...it always started of this way...Sigh...i'm nt ready for this again...Cos i'll always be the one who ends up miserable in the end...While the girl walks away with another guy...I don't need anymore of this. I have trust issues rite now...Hmm...Srry really2 srry...If ur reading this...cos the person who told you all about me could'nt have missed telling u about my blog...then i want u to prove me wrong. I'm very3 stubborn. I told u this before...So prove me wrong. But maybe i need this rite nw...Sigh...i dunno ah. I'm an idiot i noe... I don't know what to do right now...i'm already having problems just living a normal single life...getting into another relationship to erase the sad memories of the previous girl has always worked for me...even if it's temporary. I'll change for the better but it'll get worst everytime it did'nt work out. I hope u know how hard it is for me. I'm gonna end this post here for nw... I need to get some shut eye... Labels: What Should I Do Thursday, June 12, 2008 Hi guyz!! Srry for the lack of updates lately. I hope this post covers it. Hehe. WEDNESDAY 11Th JUNE 2008 I went back to school to hang out with Ben, Darrick & Bryan to play LAN. The actual plan was to meet @ Our Space but it was closed due to some reason that i forget. Hehe. So we meet up @ Canteen 1 instead. I was kinda dissapointed cos we were supposed to go & watch Kungfu Panda but most of the guys from 1T06 can't make it so we decided to cancell the movie. No biggie. Ben then introduced me to a new program called PowerISO. Cool program dude!! Thx alot!! Nt to mention AOE3. AWESOME game dude!! The guys & i played AOE3 on LAN till 6pm then we proceed to IMM. We had our dinner @ LJS then we went to scout the shops cos the guys wanted to get a racing game that they could play @ home but sadly they did'nt manage to find any gd ones. We parted soon after then Ben & i took the same bus home cos we both live so close to each other (4 blocks away actually). I got home & after paryers, i went train on my AOE3 skills. I was so engrossed in the game that when i finally realised, it was already 4:30am in the mng. I remembered that i'm suppose to meet up with the guyz again ltr to check out the IT Fair @ Suntech City so i went straight to bed. THURSDAY 12TH JUNE 2008 I woke up early as usual tdy. But instead of just gg online & chatting with my friends, i went to the IT fair @ Suntech City with Darrick & Ben. We were all tired...i slept @ 4:30am cos was so engrossed in playing AOE3. Hehe. What an AWESOME way to releave stress. Everyone noes that i only play games to releave stress nowadays...so ya i'm stressed like hell. Ben, Darrick & i planned the outing the day before, after the LAN games. We were supposed to meet @ 10am @ JE MRT STN but as usual when i called Darrick just woke up. LoL. So i made a few phone calls & Darrick asked Ben & i to meet him @ the bus stop behind Cycle & Carriage @ 10:30am. There was a minor mishap while on the way to the bus stop. LoL. Ben went to the wrong bus stop. Wakakaka. Nvm treat it as mng excercise ya Ben?! LoL. We finally reached the bus stop & waited for Darrick to arrive before taking 97 to Suntech City. I slept in the bus all the way there...so tired seh. We arrived @ ard 11am & went straight to have our breakfast @ the nearby KFC. Yum2. We were then joined by Aylwin & Alfian. After breakfast we proceed to the IT fair but OMG!! The place was packed with people. Our purpose of going to this IT Fair was because Darrick wants to buy a super cheap PS3 but after 1 & a half hrs of scouting & walking around, we still can't find any PS3. So the guyz & i decided to go & check out the arcade for some fun. Ben & Aylwin played Maximum Tune & Initial D car game. While the rest of us watched. I don't like to play racing games. I find it kinda boring ah. I like 1st person shooter games. After a few rounds of racing, the guys & i went to check out the shops there before we went our seperate ways. I took the train to my aunt's place & stayed overnight there with my bro. I was super fun. We played games till late night (2am+ in the morning actually while listening to mys jam 12). FRIDAY 13TH JUNE 2008 Woke up early to recharge my mp3. My cousin(Ifwat), my bro(Syafiq) & i went for Friday Prayers @ the nearby mosque. The place was packed as usual but we manage to squeeze through. The guyz & i went to get something to drink & to do some shopping @ the nearby shopping centre. I bought Caramel Frappe!! Finally!! I'v been craving for it since GOD knows when. We then took bus no 300 to cuz's place. We rang the door bell & took off our shoes then i noticed some familiar shoes by the door. OMG!! Cuz (Molly) is here!! The door opened then we were greeted by Cuz(Irfan) with Cuz(Molly), Wak Som(My Aunt, Molly's Mom), my mom & my youngest bro. Yay!! Then i went to play AOE3 in cuz's(Ifwat's) room with cuz(Molly) who went to chat with her BF through MSN. We then ate our yummy dinner cooked by Bik Mimi (Ifwat's Mom) when suddently Paman Jumain (Ifwat's Dad) came back with my Dad carrying huge plastic bags full of DURIANS & RAMBUTANS!! WooHoo!! BAYEEEEEEEEEEEEK!! They also came back with 2 dvds. CONGKAK & POCHONG 3. We helped ourselves to the YUMMY Durians together with my Family & Relatives!! Paman Jumain (Ifwat's Dad) is an expert @ picking the best durians!! So u guyz can only imagine hw YUMMY those durians were. After Indulging ourselves to the Yummy Durians, all of us with to get pillows from the rooms then followed by the Movie Marathon!! OMG!! It was so FUN!! I'm really lucky to have such sporting, fun & kind relatives!! Rite cuzzies?! Hehe. It's been so long since we last did this. The last 1 was a year ago seh. The Movies were SCARY seh!! We really enjoyed ourselves!! This has been the BEST sleepover ever seh. What a way to spend the Holidays. It was already 11+pm by the time the movie marathon ended so my parents & relatives had to rush home. We said our goodbyes then my cuzzies & i went bck to our rooms then we turned on the radio loudly to listen to Mystery Jam 12 till 2am. The stories were super scary tdy. I was so tired after the programme ended so i went straight to bed. Saturday's post will be posted in a new entry. Thx for reading Guys!! Labels: FAMILY MOVIE MARATHON Saturday, June 7, 2008 Disturbed - Stricken AH! AH! AH! OW! You walk on like a woman in suffering Won't even bother now to tell me why You come along, letting all of us savor the moment Leaving me broken another time You come on like a bloodstained hurricane Leave me alone, let me be this time You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption I don't want to mention, the reason I know That I am Stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've done Into the abyss will I run!- AH! AH! AH! OW! You don't know what your power has done to me I want to know if I'll heal inside I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen Seeing you laughing another time You'll never know why your face has haunted me My very soul has to bleed this time Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses Leaving me breathless, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've done Into the abyss will I run!- Into the abyss will I run! [DAVID DRAIMAN'S GUITAR SOLO] AHHHHHH! You walk on like a woman in suffering Won't even bother now to tell me why You come along, letting all of us savor the moment Leaving me broken another time You come on like a bloodstained hurricane Leave me alone, let me be this time You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption No One to mention, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've done Into the abyss will I run!- Into the abyss will I run!- I can't let you go! Yes I am stricken and can't let you go!! Labels: Stricken Friday, June 6, 2008 After weeks of busy schedules, tutorials, assignments, class tests & common tests, it's finally time to just sit back & relax. But i still have to study for my retests...sign. Whatever lah. Everythings been going downhill for me ever since the term started. It's too long a story to write in here so i'm just gonna write about what i have in store for the holidays. Firstly: I'm gonna go help MZ with his makeover. Molly & Pika's gonna help. I hope everything will turn out ok if nt great. Secondly: 1T06 is gonna have another class outing...actually they watched Kungfu Panda on Fri but i was'nt in a good mood after what happened that day so i did'nt join them...sigh. What can i say...my life sux...for now at least. But Ben & I are planning a LAN gaming outing with the whole class, to play battlefield 2. It's gonna be awesome. I hope. Thirdly: A.W.A's 2nd outing organised my our Chairman Mahen on the 15th June. It's a 1hr30min event. A game of Laser Tech at a place of our choice. It's a fairwell outing for the guys who's going to NS soon. But Azhar already told me that he can't make it due to work probs. So we're one man down. It's ok i'm still a Marksman. Hehe. Fourthly: (asal boleh je fourthly...does this word even exsist?) I'm gonna stay home & play my newly bought COD4 (Call OF Duty 4). WooHoo!! Best game ever!! Thats all i have planned for now but i hope to spend some quality time with my cuzzies & with my kecoh group. Especially Pika & Fir. Dah lama tak nampak korang seh...Rindu sak. Let go out & watch movie or something ah?! Please!! Ohh ya!! Latiff introed me to a band called Disturbed. OMG!! They're AWESOME!! I'm hooked to their songs!! Thx Bro!! I hope you can intro me to more songs cos i'm in need of new tunes. Srry i did'nt update for sooo long guys. Just did'nt have the time. Or just dun have anything happy to write about...i hav'nt been happy for a really2 long time now. Smile just to cover up the sadness. Tht's all for now... Thx for reading... Labels: Save Me |
 
Mohamad Syamirza
a.k.a Syam (Erm... apparently almost everyone in my class calls me my this name now... even teachers -_-") MiRzA (Norm for relatives & friends) Mimi (LoL Pika only... so far) ZaZa (Ak only so far =P) I'm 26 25/12/1984 --- Msn Likes: NFL, Cycling, Bowling, Badminton, Outdoor Activiteis, Music, Animes, Movies, Games  New Jeans New Clothes A White Beanie A new MP3 A Big Punching Bag Boxer Gloves A New Set Of Weight A Black Bicycle w/gearsSorry if i leave anyone out :) MJ12 Zi Yee Siti Yuyun Hidayah hAni Ayue Ayue2 A.W.A AfiqNadd Molly Dee Sabby Linda Dyla Yana Fyda BEN Ahmad Amirul Clarissa Pei Yi Pika Fir Khir Jas SrtStf Tunchit Acah Badd Latiff Hafiz Nizar Kamisah Zach Dzhabar Isnady Shawn March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 April 2010 September 2010 October 2010 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 November 2011 April 2012   Music Playlist at MixPod.com Designer: SiewSuen♥ Basecode:Chili. |
