Monday, October 25, 2010






5 weeks have passed since i first started my Internship at Pratt & Whitney Canada. I never thought i would be this happy working but i am. It's not because of the work i do nor the workload that makes me so happy but it's the people you work with. It's all thanks to the other interns from NP & NTU that i made friends with. Thanks to them, i'm supplied with endless laughter & happiness so from the bottom of my heart, i am truly greatfull.

Thanks Wei jun, Ariff, Sam, Ben, Zach, Joe, Ming Sian, Yana & most importantly Zi Yee for making me laugh & making me happy every single day, i'm at work. I couldn't ask for a better bunch of friends to work with other than you guyz. Srry i'm always so quiet at work... Srry i always look so sad... Srry i'm always caught up with lots of work. I'm not really stressed but working hard really makes me forget everything about my life & for that, i'm truly greatfull.

Thanks for the inviting me & Pika to dinner, I really enjoyed myself. You guyz are the best bunch of interns ever =)

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Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Back then, I have never really thought about it... neither did i even care. I kinda just accepted it because to me, i was young & we are supposed to just study & go to school every single day, for our own good. Nothing more to it than that. But then i fell in love for the first time & then everything changed.

We lived for each other, We had plans, We envisioned a bright future together.

When we have someone close to us, we tend to take them for granted & so we neglect them. I never asked her what was her purpose in life, what kept her going. Never even asked her why she tried so hard to get 'A' for every single subject she took for the exams. I just accepted the fact that she was a genius. All that matters to me was that we were happy, we were one & that was normal for me back then. When i was lost, struggling or in pain, she will always be the only one who know how to cheer me up & how to ease the pain. She makes everything seems like it doesn't matter because whatever it was we went through, we went through it together.

Together we were strong, Together we were happy, Together we can face any challenges.

Then the day came when fate & god took her away from me & with it, my heart, my happiness, my very soul was stripped away from me. Feels like having your wing ripped off while u were flying high up in the sky. I fell so hard that i had trouble breathing.

I crawled till i learned how to walk, I walked till i was able to run again.

And so i ran away from it all. I burned every single thing that reminds me of her & i locked our memories deep inside. But when u feel so strongly about someone, you memories comes back to haunt you in the form of dreams. Occasionally sadness & Misery engulfs me. I put on a smile & no one could tell that i was suffering. So i began asking myself,

What am i living for, What is my purpose in life.

Slowly but surely, the memories i locked away began to come back to me. Began to remember the words she said to me, the advice that i shunned away. Till the day i stood by her gravestone & made a vow,

Ur dream will be mine, Ur very memory will keep me going, I'll live for you dream, My love for you will never fade away. Watch Over Me.

With those feelings & promises driving me forward, i managed to catch up to her academicly & i'm still striving forward to fulfill my promises to her.

My life is yours & Yours is mine, We were one, you & me, Forever it shall be. I will love you till my heart seize to beat. Watch Over Me.

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Short Intro



Dark Mohamad Syamirza
a.k.a
Syam (Erm... apparently almost everyone in my class calls me my this name now... even teachers -_-")
MiRzA (Norm for relatives & friends)
Mimi (LoL Pika only... so far)
ZaZa (Ak only so far =P)
I'm 26
25/12/1984

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