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Wednesday, January 28, 2009
She came to my area juz now... The questions she asked me a few minutes ago keep running in my head... over & over... i tried so hard to keep it tgr... my whole body was shaking... my heart was beating so fast i couldn't breathe but i hung on... tears filled my eyes & i looked away from her... I vowed not to cry again... not ever... but it's so hard to do... when the one person that means so much to me might no longer be part of my life... she asked me if i have anything else to say to her... ntg came into my mind when she was sitting right beside me... i was just savouring every single moment i had with her... knowing that i might not get to see her again for a really2 long time... then when she forced me not to send her back i asked myself why... i haven't seen her for so long & I'm so damn happy to see her... but did she felt the same way... she even denied my final request... the lift door closed & the sight of her waving goodbye makes me wanna cry... i looked down as the door shut... I couldn't sleep... lye on my bed right after seeing her board the bus... was that the last time I'll ever see her... was that her final farewell... i check up on her friendster & blog... it has changed... then it struck me... was this the end? As i lye on my bed... helpless... the memories of me & her keep running in my mind... the 1st overnight BBQ with her family... the trip to ECP cos she wanna see her juniors... the stinky bus ride after dat... the 1st time i held her hands... the best bus ride i ever had during Hari Raya... the late night Hari Raya with my NS friend... holding hands watching Madagascar 2, arm dislocated but i didn't wanna let her go... the 1st person who ever hugged me so tight... 1st person to hug my arms... a dating relationship dat i can only dream of... the 1st person to ever kiss my hand... singing to her at the fountain of wealth... the cable car ride... the 1st ever girl who's family i treated like my own... the flowers i gave to her... the 1st person to ever give me a teddy... the way she makes me feel like I'm flying every time I'm with her & when we're apart, waiting for a day to pass me by seems like forever... the 1st person i ever fed chocolates to... the 1st person i actually wanted to be tgr with ever since the 1st time i got to noe her... some1 so special to me, it makes me feel like I'm inferior in so many ways... my source of happiness & strength, makes me feel like i can do anything when I'm with her... saying i love you to her is nvr enough even if i say it a million times over... the pinches she used to give me, hurts like hell but now i miss them so much... the person who filled that big hole in my heart & made me stronger as a person... she thought me the true meaning of family... her face... her eyes... her lips... her cute nose... her beautiful wavy hair... her charm... her snore =)... everything about her is perfect to me... I dun care what people think... i dun care about your family background cos they're AWESOME to me... i dun care what my mom thinks... I'll fight to keep u in my life... i still think that we can overcome this if we try harder... I keep thinking why she would wanna end it... why wouldn't she wanna fight to survive this sinking ship... i would fight & keep on fighting cos that's how important she is to me in my life... what would i ever do without her by my side... but come to think of it, maybe the months of silence was to prepare me for this faithful day... I've seen this coming a mile away but i kept telling myself that maybe i was paranoid... maybe it's just me... but damn, i hate to be right all the time... now i feel like i can't go on... what should i do... Ya Allah... pls tell me what to do... all the prayers i gave to you to protect the people i love & make them happy... Now the person i love the most, the 1 i love so dearly is slipping away from me & I'm asking you for a little help... What about my love? My happiness? Your loyal servant is finally asking you for a little help... The proud & mighty has finally fallen once again for the 2nd time... U took away my heart & soul once... now when i finally got it back, I'm loosing it again... Will you give me light at the end of this dark tunnel in my life... i'm on my hands & knees & i'm begging you... Feeling so helpless, i fell asleep... only to wake up 2 hrs ltr with the sight of a cute teddy by my side... Then it hit me again... it wasn't a nightmare... this is actually happening... you guyz kept asking me why i burn my diary & pictures of my late ex if i love her so much... ask yourself this, what would you do if dat persons sweet face keeps haunting you every night for years... the sweet memories dat used to give you strength & hope is now a double edge sword & killing you with every passing day... what would you do when u finally thought u had let her go but u breakdown every time u saw her pics... the things she left behind is like a knife stuck to ur chest... now that same thing is happening again... i got off my bed & went to solat subur & here i am writing this post... my whole body is so tired... my eyes feels like it's burning up, my head is tromping as if some1 is hitting it with a stick... CATS presentation test is @ 1pm later & I'm totally not prepared for it... She asked me how long can i wait... i couldn't give her a proper ans... i dun wanna lie to her cos waiting isn't easy... obstacles keeps coming & i have to be strong... you never noe when I'll finally give up... especially without reassurance... cos u ask yourself what are u waiting for cos u haven't heard any word from her... the best way to wait is actually not waiting at all... juz go on with ur life but once in a while it'll struck u dat maybe she have found some1 better in her life... ur happy for her but u always wish that the certain some1 was u... then u end up miserable again... cos being juz friends again after sharing something special is hard... JUST FRIENDS... those two words are like bullets to my chest... juz kill me already... it might not be hard to you but it's the hardest thing for me... cos once i fall for some1, that feeling never goes away even if i tell every1 dat i dun love dat person anymore... even if years past me by... that'll never change... i won't talk to you & won't even see you eye to eye... wouldn't even wanna see you cos a single glimpse of u can cause me to breakdown... this goes to every single girl i ever fall for... i believe every 1 of you have heard me say those words to you before... The sun has risen once again signaling a new day... Genesis to a new page in my life & finally after so long... my status is single & available once again... the waiting game has started once again... & once again it was for the same reason... the same words said to me before it all ends was... 1) I dun wanna loose you, 2) You deserve some1 better. 3) I'm not good enough for you You guyz have no idea hw much i hate those words... it's like the calm before a storm... Sigh... I'm so tired... tired of my failures... tired of always giving it my all & somehow it's always nvr enough... srry if i ever hurt you... i still dun think i'm perfect... there's so many defects dat i hate myself... hate myself for always loosing the 1 i love... i burn bridges the moment i fell in love with her cos to me she's the 1... now i have no1 else... congrats Mirza... you dug ur own grave... alone once again... I could never say all this to her, face to face cos I'll nvr get to finish what i have to say... cos I'll be drenched with tears... Shit i think i got a fever coming... I'm gonna rest nw... need to go to skool in 2 hrs time... i can't believe it took me so long to write this post... time past me by so fast... Thx for reading guyz... Labels: Goodbye My Love... Tuesday, January 27, 2009 Before i start, i wanna apologise to all my readers for not updating till now... it's juz dat i got too many things going on all at once dat i dun have the time to update & even if i have the time, i'll be too lazy to do it. This past few weeks have been a trial for me... but now... i think i'm a stronger person. It's like i've switched back to that same roughneck i was a few years bck... but i still have dat jovial side of me somewhere. I did what i did this past few weeks cos i had to do it... like it or not, i have to stand up for myself... theres more to me... more then juz smiles & laughter. Some Asshole Fucktard Son Of A Bitch came looking for trouble with me & for some reason, according to him, i had something to do with his GF breaking up with him... 1st of all... we're just friends, 2ndly, theres only 1 person in my heart rite nw & she's most definately not ur GF... 3rdly, i dun even have the time for my own love life... what makes u think i got time to go out with other girls rite nw? Unlike u, i'm still skooling!! Ya i'm not working!! Big Whoop!! Juz because ur working life is tough, does'nt mean we Tertiary students have an easy life... You came to me acting tough & u think u can take me on... I may have an injured leg & arm but i still knocked you out & no matter how many times you come back, I'll still knock you out again & guess what, i have to thank you for that cos i've been wanting to fight again for so long. Thx for making my record 27 Fight 27 Wins 14 Knockouts. Hahaha. Thx for adding 2 knockouts to the record. You looser. Remember this!! The World ain't all sunshine & rainbows... It's a very mean & nasty place... No matter how tough you are, it'll beat you down to your knees & keep you there permanently if you let it... Nobody can hit as hard as life... But it's not about how hard you hit... It's about how hard you can get hit & still keep moving forward... How much you can take & keep moving forward... That's how we live... If you want something then go out & get it but you gotta be willing to take the hits... And not pointing fingers saying you did'nt get what you want cos of him, her or anybody... Only cowards do that... I know u read my blog & i dun even care, cos it's no big deal... like i care what people think of me... I dun give a damn!! U can take ur opinions & shove it up ur ass!! I didn't wanna post this @ 1st but then again it's my blog so i can do what i want with it. If ur still not happy with me, then ur welcome to try again. I'll be more than happy to add another knockdown to my record. Bring it on Asshole!! Now that i got that off my chest, I'll be preparing for my upcoming exams in 3 weeks time plus i have lots of assignments to do, i also have an NFL tournament coming up & an attachment in 2 weeks time. My schedule is packed already... I feel like i have strayed from all the people dat is close to me... my Best friend & my cousin but i still have my crazy classmates with me. They nvr fail to make me laugh =) Ok dats it for now... I got assignments to do... Thx for reading guyz Labels: Exams... sux... Sunday, January 11, 2009 I woke up @ 10am today & couldn't feel my right arm... i tried to move it but it didn't budge... I TOTALLY FREAKED OUT!! so i lifted it up with my other arm & started moving it around to get the blood circulating... it took 6mins plus before i could finally feel my fingers again... my arm got dislocated... today's the worst seh... this has happened b4 but not to this extreme... Then my arm was sore the whole day... any strenuous movements will result in excruciating pain... I can't let my parents noe about it so i went to the living room & lye on the sofa till 1pm in the afternoon. My doctor had asked me to go for a surgery b4 but... surgery's temporary... i would have to go for constant appointments to tighten the screw so i didn't go for the surgery. Besides... I've been doing fine all these years so i dun see the point in changing that. Then i just stared @ my laptop screen & listened to some music while chatting with my friends in MSN till night time... I read some1's blog & tears immediately started running... Sigh... Cos i'v been thru dat b4... Loosing some1 u love dearly & now u have to take care of the things they left behind... U think about what they tot u in the past... then suddenly everything kinda makes sense... as if they noe dat they're gonna leave u... she left behind her hamster & since i was the only 1 who had a hamster that time, i decided to take it back... then months pass me by & the hamsters gave birth to cute little babies & months after that more baby hamsters were born. Soon the number of hamsters in my house got too big & i had to sell them away... i got lots of money after that but then all of a suddenly they started dyeing 1 by 1 till theres not a single 1 left... I was sad cos they remind me of that special some1 who's no longer with me... But animal dye when they get old... same goes for us...but not all of us will live to a ripe old age... sometimes they're juz gone & u won't see it coming... so my advice to all u people out there is to please treasure ur love ones... cos u'll nvr noe what might happen tomorrow... I tried to cheer myself up so i searched youtube for some funny vids when i came across this vid called Sneezing Panda & Star Wars Kid which i got from watching South Park. I laughed so hard & so long that i got a headache. Hehe. That totally cheered me up. But then i had conversations in MSN made me think about the past... I dun wanna start thinking about all that moments... Saying it all out wouldn't help me either... theres nothing i can do now... all i can do is wait... wait & keep on waiting... keep avoiding the topic as much as i can & putting a smile behind the sadness... so please stop asking about it already... i noe u guyz are trying to help but the constant questions are only making it worst for me... I'm trying so hard not to repeat history so please try to understand... Ok dats it for today... Thx for reading guyz... Labels: Goodbye Weekends Saturday, January 10, 2009 Thursday 8 Jan 2009 FINALLY!!! IT'S THURSDAY!!! WOOHOO!!! I went to skool for my 1pm CATS lesson & Went to my long awaited S&W lesson!! Yeay!! The final lesson we had before the holidays sucked cos it was raining seh but today we finally get to play Football again with my team!! WooHoo!! Oh i miss this game seh!! But today the venue changed due to the Open house so we went to the Kismis Field opposite NP. The coaches were late cos they got lost but we had lots of fun!! The class finally got split up into two permanent teams & thank GOD i'm in Ted's team!! Woohoo!! We won the other team 3 - 1. I got lots of assist points but i still hav'nt get my 1st touch down yet. My favourite move of the day was when we were up by 2 - 0 & Benny was running for touchdown & i was running beside him when he shouted my name & pointed @ the incoming opposition defence. I charged & took down that guy as Benny got the touchdown. My adrenelin was pumping & i flipped back up & celebrated with my team mates as they congratulated me for the Awesome takedown. Hehe. My knee was bleeding cos i landed quite hard but it was a minor injury. Hehe. The opposition got a safety point cos Gabriel (One of the coach) who was in our team, did'nt wanna pass the ball even though we had lots of openings & end up getting taken down in our own touchdown area -_-" dumb. Then He gave us his excuse saying that he have an injured shoulder. BIG WHOOP!! I got 2 Dislocated Shoulders & a Dislocated Jaw okay... Ler... Alasan... Tk nak pass... Then nak buat alasan... Who asked u to suddently join our team anyways... Macam purposely je... The other coaches joined in the fun but they were useless too... Apasal ni korang!! Holiday tk train & workout izzit?! Cos u guyz suck!! Then after S&W lesson was over, Ted, Nick & I went to have our dinner @ Al-Azzar & went to mac to have our deserts before taking the bus home. I was so tired & KO soon after that. Oh ya!! My coaches told me that there will be an interclass Football Tournament soon & The winner will face the Panthers (Coaches Team) & get a chance to be recruited. Bayeek!! Btw my S&W class is on every Thursday @ 3pm to 5pm!! Those who wanna see us WHOOP some ass, ur welcome to drop by the field. Hehe. As for the actual date & time of the tournament... it's not out yet seh... so we'll have to wait it out. BTW!! TODAY'S AK's BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AK!!! UR FINALLY 19 NOW!!! May u have a Happy & Fun year ahead of you. May u always smile & always be surrounded by friends & family who shower u with care & love. Tc AK Friday 9 Jan 2009 Ystdy was Hilariously & Insanely fun!! My classmates made me laugh so much that my headaches came back. Hehe. I dun mind really =). Amirul, Amal, Ahmad & I went to photocopy some stuff @ Canteen 2 during lunch & i saw my dream girl?! OMG!! I was stunned seh!! Stunningly Beautiful!! The guyz said that it was'nt her & that she looked different from the pics & lagi lawa but SERIOUSLY GUYZ!! Mestilah people look different in Pics!! WTH seh!! I practically went GaGa seh & dat rarely happens okay!! SP has Fiona Seah & NP got her!! WooHoo!! K Mirza stop it!! After we were fin there, we walked to KAP (King Albert's Park) for our lunch. Ya we did'nt go for Friday Prayers cos we have lessons @ 2+pm. Then I had MEGA Mac Spicy... Ooh Aam Gee... I fgt hw spicy it could be as tears filled my eyes, trying to fin it... Woah!! But i fin it anyways. Hehe. Then Amirul got scolded by this insanely irritating Aunty who was the cleaner there cos he was erasing some stuff on his notes & was making quite a mess... I felt like taking that broom of hers & just smack it into her face... SERIOUSLY!! I'll do it if u anger me bad enough... I'm already so stressed up as it is... DUN MESS WITH ME BITCH!! But Amal & Amirul made me laugh so bad seh. Amal kept saying... yes aunty... yes aunty... Nvm i'll help u sweep the floor, give me the broom. Wakakaka!! The Amirul was like totally ingoring dat BITCH & kept doing it over & over again till she gave up on us. Wakakaka... Dats right... juz walk away... walk away & leave us be. Then we walk back to skool & once again the guyz made me laugh so hard that i felt like vomiting seh. The wind was blowing strongly & leaves were falling down from the trees then Amal, Ahmad & I was saying our usual phrases when suddently Amirul ran infront of us, he jumped, tried to catch the leaf & Failed Miserable!! IT WAS SO DAMN HILARIOUS!! Ya Allah!! Then Amal & Ahmad acted as a passer by Apek Driver & said Aiya Lu Ulak Lompat2 Lak Lamkap Laun Lapi Lilak Lapat Loh!!! Dat made us laugh like Hell yet again!! The passerbys were probably wondering why a bunch of guys were laughing till tears while walking up a hill to NP. Hehe. We walked by canteen 2 again & i looked around hoping to see her again but oh well... i can't hope to be lucky twice rite? Hehe. So we went to our lessons decided to watch Ombak 2 after skool & asked the rest of the class to join in. Ben, Darrick, Ivan, Mimi & Bryan wanted to join us. During the last lesson, Amal, Amirul, Ahmad & I played CS in our lappies but we managed to keep answering the teacher's questions without even looking @ our books. LoL. Bayeek pe kita?! Hehe. I got the best points in CS again cos i'm UBER!! Wakaka!! Then my classes were finally over & we took bus 61 to Harbour Front but we had to walk through the crowd cos we were having our open house. Then The Barracudas were having fun @ the bus stop which was Awesome btw guyz!! Haha. Too bad Aylwin wasn't in it if nt we would have joined in the fun as well... Maybe ah. Hehe. The bus arrived as soon as we reached the bus stop so we squeesed in & i slept all the way to Harbour Front. Ooh man... the bus ride was Agonisingly slow... I was glad to finally get off the bus seh & walked to Vivo City but we finally got to the ticket Booth, we found out that there was'nt much seats left so we decided to cancell our plan & hang around Vivo instead. We played games in Samsung Store, watched Stomp The yard in another store, ate @ the Banquet, had plenty of laughs & finally relaxed in Starbucks before saying goodbye to the guys & taking the bus home. I reached home around 11pm & played L4D with the guyz till 4am before finally sleeping after getting a warning from you noe who. Hehehe. What a TOTALLY Fun day!! Hehe. Kinda wished i can have more of this kinda fun days. Thx for reading guyz!! Labels: Back To Normal Again Thursday, January 8, 2009 This song is stuck in my head.... Hope u guyz enjoy it as much as i do... Jason Reeves - Photographs and Memories I keep your picture by my bed For when I'm feeling sad and I don't know why I would be The way your smile looks so real I feel like I could start to understand your grace But I I don't understand why you're not here with me And I I don't even wanna know where else you'd be 'Cause I have photographs and memories Of the times when you weren't on my mind and I was alone And I have poetry and drawings Of my life when you weren't on my side And i didn't know just what is love Writing moments on the wall The different color keeps my mind away from missing you And I can't wait to fall asleep Slip into my dreams where we can dance upon the stars And I I'll be as patient as a boy in love could ever be And I I feel like I wasn't real until you were a part of me 'Cause I have photographs and memories Of the times when you weren't on my mind and I was alone And I have poetry and drawings Of my life when you weren't on my side And i didn't know just what is love I need you back I need you back I need you here I need your smile I need your eyes I need you dear 'Cause every line on your face Makes a beautiful maze for my eyes to trace Every line on your face Makes a beautiful maze for my eyes to trace 'Cause I have photographs and memories Of the times when you weren't on my mind and i was alone End Of Song... I'v been listening to Jason Reeves's songs thru Youtube since a few weeks ago... If u guys like the song, theres still more in youtube... Theres 2 more songs that i can't seem to get out of my head... the songs are: Jason Reeves - Someone Somewhere http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=se0Q7IN6pZk&feature=channel_page & Jason Reeves - Just friends http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=whc1asOYdds&feature=channel_page Thx for reading guyz Labels: Songs Of Life Monday, January 5, 2009 Things have gotten very complicated lately... Theres so many stuff on my mind... Sometimes i juz go blank... Alot of questions dat i wanna ask but left unanswered... Theres so much uncertainty in me... Some friends of mine have been really2 worried about me... Some kept asking me about how i'm doing & hw's everything but to tell you guyz the truth... i'm not really sure... other than the fact that i'm doing badly in skool & that by itself is enough to keep me dwn & out... I'v been trying really hard to be positive... hiding my sadness behind my smiles... but i guess it's too easy to see thru me... SrtStf noticed it even when i was talking to her in MSN... i tot i was cheerful... but somehow she noticed it... Then i was so caught up in my own tots dat i didn't realize being so quiet during the countdown outing with the guyz & Pika kept asking what's wrong... i'll usually say that i'm ok & dats it ntg... Cos it's too complicated to talk about... i got so many problems piled up together... i can't stop thinking about it... can't even get proper sleep... so i tried to cover it up by playing games... hoping that it might cheer up... well it works but only for a while... some1 close to me once said that i have to keep smiling cos she'll be sad if i'm sad... so i'v been smiling ever since but i'm srry to say... i can't do it anymore... I noe i smile alot... i'm always jovial, friendly dispite my looks & i'm glad to hear that i make them happy but... when i'm down, theres ony a handfull of people who actually cares... It's kinda depressing ya noe... trying to fix something that can't be fix... i kept trying & trying but always end up failing miserably... Sigh... I feel like giving up... But giving up won't solve anything... so i talked to my cuz juz now & asked her for some advise. Out of all the people in the world, she's the only 1 i look up to as a role model. So wise, clever & full of drive & determination... i have no idea how she does it. To be in University & having multiple jobs @ the same time. She's also sucessful in her love life not to mention having both bike & car licence @ my age... Seriously, any guy who have u as his GF is super lucky seh Cuz... Cos u have it all... Haha. Come to think of it, all Ur siblings have it all. I envy u guys & it makes me try harder but theres so many eyes on me... too much expectations to meet... I dunno if i can reach those standards... Plus the people that i need the most @ this crucial time isn't even there for me... i understand... We all have our own problems to face... But sometimes a simple act of care & kindness can really make my day... By the way, thx Ezah for that conversation we had the other day... I'll think about it ok. Oh ya! I still have a full container of Chocolate Corn Flakes Cookies dat u love so much. Hehe. Oh ya... I would like to say sorry to my fellow A.W.A members for not going to our 1st club event of 2009 the other day... I noe i told Pika that i didn't wanna go the previous day but i really2 had a huge migraine on the event day... It's up to u guys if u wanna believe me or not but it's the truth... It was my fault & no other cos i couldn't sleep the night before the event & i stayed up till 4am... What do u call this huh? Insomnia?! Izzit?! Whatever lah! Then Fir called me asking where i was that morning & i had to tell him the bad news... I msged Pika too & i think she was mad @ me... nvm i understand... i had such a migraine dat i didn't really care but then Epul called me dat night & told me all about the fun times they had... i got kinda touched... Haha. Didn't think dat i would get a call like that. So thoughtful of him... Mahen called me before him but i was asleep... Too tired... Wanted to call Hun & tell her about it but then i saw her online... status Busy so i waited but then she logged out... Hmm. So i kind forgotten all about it... Then i msged her yesterday cos i was worried... then she asked me if i was in Ubin... i told her about it... Then she replied angrily... i didn't noe, she would get upset that i didn't tell her dat i was sick... Srry Hun... I'm ok now... Sort of... Then school finally reopens today... It was screwed up... sigh... i was very down & wanted to just go home but i had to buy my concession pass so i went o JE Interchange... I was kinda like a walking zombie... Sigh... Erm i kinda nearly crossed the road without looking but then i saw an incoming car & managed to avoid it. LoL... i sound like Pika seh... The Que was too long so i used the electronic booth instead. I went home soon after that & the moment i got home, my mom asked me if i'm ok... WTH!! Izzit dat obvious?! Shit lah!! I kept saying dat it was nothing but then she hit the nail right on the head... ler... i didn't noe what to say & got very cranky... Sigh... Now she feels helpless too... Sigh... I wished i have that magic remote control like in the movie click... so i can fast forward to when i graduate from Poly & can finally get a job... my real self would be in auto mode but i guess it's fine cos my personal life is kinda @ a standstill rite now... so ya... wouldn't dat be COOL!! Haha. I love dat movie by the way. Hehe. I spent the rest of the day watching anime & eat some chocolates to cool down... Sux rite... Old Problem piled up tgr with new ones... Hal lama lom settle... Hal baru pulak sebok kacau... Sigh... Thx for reading guyz... PS: Srry if u guyz dun understand... go figure lah eh... Labels: will things really work out... |
 
Mohamad Syamirza
a.k.a Syam (Erm... apparently almost everyone in my class calls me my this name now... even teachers -_-") MiRzA (Norm for relatives & friends) Mimi (LoL Pika only... so far) ZaZa (Ak only so far =P) I'm 26 25/12/1984 --- Msn Likes: NFL, Cycling, Bowling, Badminton, Outdoor Activiteis, Music, Animes, Movies, Games  New Jeans New Clothes A White Beanie A new MP3 A Big Punching Bag Boxer Gloves A New Set Of Weight A Black Bicycle w/gearsSorry if i leave anyone out :) MJ12 Zi Yee Siti Yuyun Hidayah hAni Ayue Ayue2 A.W.A AfiqNadd Molly Dee Sabby Linda Dyla Yana Fyda BEN Ahmad Amirul Clarissa Pei Yi Pika Fir Khir Jas SrtStf Tunchit Acah Badd Latiff Hafiz Nizar Kamisah Zach Dzhabar Isnady Shawn March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 April 2010 September 2010 October 2010 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 November 2011 April 2012   Music Playlist at MixPod.com Designer: SiewSuen♥ Basecode:Chili. |
