Okay!! I can't wake up tdy...my whole body was aching...i had 2 roll over slowly & carefull get off my bed...it's normal...cos i went 2 the gym the day b4. Then i realised!! OMG!! Tdy's the BIG day!! I still can't belief it!!Me & Sabby on a date?! Am i dreaming?! Some1 pinch me!!

I quickly took out my new Quicksilver shirt 2 iron 4 my big day. I went on9, chat wif a few friends & ate breakfast. Then i received a msg frm Sabby saying that Linda could'nt come 4 the outing dat we have waited so long for...Sad pe...she said that she had family matters 2 attend to...well this things happen...I called Sabby & asked what 2 do nw & she asked me 2 msg d guys 2 go on9 so we can discuss on what we will do, nw that Linda can't make it.

I can tell by her voice dat she was sad...of cos ah who would'nt b rite? Seriously!! We did plan this tgr & we were soooo EXCITED!! But then 1 of us can't make it...hw would u feel if this happens 2 ya...

We all went on9 & discussed on where 2 go. But evry1 was like: Anything ah...anything ah...frankly i was kinda upset...cos it sounded like evry1 was'nt interested in gg anymore...kinda ony. After discussing with the guys , we finally agree 2 meet @ Lucky Plaza @ 2pm to play pool, shopping & take lots of pics. I went 2 meet up with Fir as usual but this time it was raining...took bus no 143 to JE MRT 2 meet up with Wan there & off we go!!

We reached there quite early & the girls hav'nt reach yet so we went up 1st 2 check out the place. Oooh if u guys were wondering y i did'nt fetch Sabby & go tgr was becos she did'nt want me 2 so dun ask k. If she dos'nt want then i'll respect that. This things takes time. We took the elevator up & we decided 2 play some arcade 1st to pass the time. We played Daytona ( I gt 1st place) WooHoo!! & then Fir tried the fishing game. He caught a "SUPER BIG" fish!! Bayeeek Pe! But did'nt so well on the 2nd round hehe.

Then Fir & Wan gt hungry so we went 2 Mac 2 eat something b4 the girls come. I called Sabby saying that we were on the 6th floor but was laughing till i fgt 2 tell her dat we went dwn 2 Mac....Poor Sabby went up & found no1 there. Srry ya...really srry. She meet up with us @ Mac we immidiately took a couple of pics. OMG!! My 1st pic with Sabby!! Somebody pinch me!! My heart was beating so fast!!

Then Fir & Wan purposely went out & leave me & Sabby alone. OMG!! Please come bck!! I was so nervous!! But we chat like nrm & Sabby took some pics with my cam. She's very good @ photography. Fir & Wan came bck after a few mns ltr. Hehe thx ah guyz!! Dyla finally came & we went straight 2 play pool. I sucked @ this game but Fir, Wan , Dyla & Sabby was gd @ it. Esp Fir!! AWESOME dude!!

I finally learned hw 2 play properly but i still need more training. We played a few games, took a few pics for 1 & a hlf hrs & went 2 Far East plaza 2 eat. I had my usual Kway Teow Goreng hehe but oso had Dyla's wantan...I dunno y i was allergic 2 it...i felt wierd after that. After lunch, we went shopping & the girls were on d roll sak. Hehe. I bot a new ring & gt scolded by Pika when she came 2 join us hehe. I showed Sabby my fav shops there & we went 2 the basement lvl & i saw some really nice ring hehe, i noe i noe...nt another ring?! Haha what can i say i like wearing rings dunno y.

But Sabby told me nt 2 buy it, maybe nxt time...hehe cute kan hehe. Ouhky Sabby!! Happy sak aku lol. We took more pics & then we went 2 find a place 2 hang out & rest. After walking 4 quite some time, we finally decided 2 rest @ Starbucks hehe. We were chatting, when suddently...i kept getting msgs frm my ex...like wth!! I'm on a date lah!! Dun u get it!! We can nvr be more than juz friends...i'm getting tired of this...i get headaches frm this moment on...she's so freaking irritating seh...

I told her countless times oredy but she still wanna hang on...Ur nt my type lah...Can't we b juz friends...Do u think i like repeating those words 2 ya?! I hate it!! I turned my hp off & drink my Caramell Frappe.

We took lots of pics @ Starbucks!! I was sooo happy but then some1 started a topic abt sweet talking...then She said that all guys r the same...All sweet when u dun get the girl but turns sour after u get them...sigh...is that what u think of when i send u all those sweet msgs in the past? I was so sad cos i put my heart out making those msgs...sigh...but a part of me oredy noes this, dats y i dun send u sweet msgs anymore.

If ur reading this, i want u 2 noe that i understand ur feeling...i really do...u'v been broken so many times but...U think i'm d same as those guys?! really?! me?! Sigh...i turned all quiet after that...it was really deep.

But it's ok. My feeling r still the same & nw i noe ur feelings inside.

I'm nt angry...i can nvr be angry @ u. Juz smile & it all goes away. I could'nt concentrate on any of the games...i was worn out...feels like i can pass out any time...my whole body was acheing & my headaches got worst i think it was the wanton, i was allergic to it.

Then Dyla said she wanted 2 go home & we walked 2 the nearest MRT stn. I wanted 2 send Sabby home but she said it was too soon. Oky! I'm happy dat she decided 2 take the train even though she had 2 walk so far 2 get 2 her house, i had fun toking 2 her in the MRT. We chat abt music. Then suddently we reached JE MRT stn. OMG!! SO FAST?! I said gd bye but she did'nt look bck...hmm nvm.

She returned my msg & i was happy hehe. Then i finally get 2 sit cos we send Pika till Boon Lay MRT stn. Thank GOD!! I was sooo dizzy!! Felt like throwing up. We said our gdbyes 2 Pika & i slept...wah felt so releaved seh. We finally reached JE MRT stn, gt off, said gd bye 2 Wan while me & fir took 143 hm. Fir dropped @ the 7/11 & i dropped @ the reservoir. I gt bck feeling Happy as hell but that statement u said still lingers in my head...

I took a couple of panadols after a nice long bath & packed my thing for the A.W.A outing. i cant wait!! K lah thats abt it. If u reading this!! Dun think 2 much k. Every1 has the right 2 say what's on their mind hehe. I'm juz writing what i'm feeling. Klah it's oredy 3am+ & i still hav'nt slept yet...my feeling hav'nt changed & i'm srry if i said anything harsh...

Bttm line is i can't belief i went out on a date with Sabby!! OMG!! OMG!! Hehe happy sak aku hehe. K lah gt 2 sleep nw. Thx for reading...