So many things happened in such a short time...I'm getting too bz to even do what i love the most. That is to write...sigh...POLY what?! What do u espect rite?! I noe!! So i'v been told!! I want my life bck!! SERIOUSLY!! But i'v noticed some important things during this difficult times.



Others have gone, while some have stayed & a special few is even trying their best to be in my schedule. Thx!! U made me open up to u & that is very2 hard to do. Congrats!! Thx for making me happy!! Hehe.



My family is facing some really tough times too. My Auncle had an accident that made him injured all over & my Aunt in a coma. Thank Allah that they're better nw. Another aunt of mine is i'll & had a docter visit her cos she can't stand up. Then during the Mother's Day Bash, My Grandma fell dwn & her leg gt fractured. Ya we're gg thru some difficult times.



As for me, i'm reverting bck to my jovial self again. No commitments other than studies. I'm gonna listen to the advices that all of my close friends & love 1's have been giving me. Thx for beign so concerned. Thank you all. I realised it nw. But i decided to take the advices nt becos i'v given up but becos i dun think i mean dat much to dat person @ this moment. So why should i be miserable for some1 who's nt even interested rite? Friendship is gd enuf @ this moment in time.



I guess i finally see that nw. I'll try my best nt to be stubborn. Try my best nt to think of her. My grades r dropping...i could'nt concentrate in class...always daydreaming...sigh. It's nt doing me any gd. I realised that just YSTDY!! I said the exact same words to 2 ppl but ony 1 bothered. U don't noe hw much dat means 2 me. It always the little things that matters.

I gt 3 upcoming test which i ha'vnt even studied for. Sigh...hope i can get thru this. I'v ony got myself to blame for beign so stubborn & hard headed.



I got my cert ystdy...evry1 looked @ it & said WoW all 'A' except for 2 'B' @ the end...yah...those r the 2 'B' that made me loose my COM. Sigh...i ony had 2 promises to keep to my late ex & that's to get my COM & get to POLY straight 2nd yr...but i failed to fullfill it. Sigh...i'm hopeless. I gt distracted @ the last min & my grades drop. Once again, i'v ony gt myself to blame. If i hav'nt learned my lesson after so much has happened then i guess i am hopeless.



My Graduation Day was'nt what i expect it to be. 1stly, the seating arrangements was horrible!! They should have grouped us into different classes ,dept, instead of just forcing us to fill in the empty seats. IDIOTS!! It's our Graduation Day for GOD sakes!! Of cos we want to sit with our classmates ah!! BODOH!! But u guys forced us to sit with total strangers who's nt even from Dover Campus. WTF!! Damned i was pissed!!



I went to sit with my classmates anyway!! FUCK YOU'ALL!! Ur nt the boss of me!! So finally we actually had fun @ the ceremony. We then registered for our pics then feast on the catered food then we went to meet all the teachers that gave their best to help us get to where we r nw. I could'nt thank them enough but 2 of my teacher's were no where to be found & i think they changed their no cos i can't get thru to them. I wanna thank Mr Nurdin for beign so lenient to us during class & giving us lots of unscheduled tea breaks during our 1st yr. Ur a gd & kind teacher but please improve on ur teaching skills PLEASE!! Hehe.

I wanna thank Mr Yeong for always putting up with our crazy behaviours in class. All the pics & vids taken in class. Hehe. Always begging us nt to put it in Youtube. So we did'nt. Hehe. Most importantly. Thank you for giving me a 'B' when i clearly deserve a 'C' or even 'D' for throwing tantrums during the final stretch of the SPECIAL project deadline. But ur partly to blame for nt providing me with the essetial tools need to do a proper job.

SERIOUSLY!! There's ony so much we can do using broken dwn machines & leftover tools. We can't even use the proper programmes for our report work. But after all's set & done u still gave me a 'B'. I wanted to thank you but did'nt get a chance. That really means alot to me. TyTyTy!! I guess ony Allah noe's hw thankfull i am to you.

After the Graduation Ceremony, MZ, Ima, Epul, Azhar, Holms, Ed, Eddy, Sharir & I went to Grand Cathay to watch What Happens In Vegas. It's an AWESOME MOVIE!! Then we went to Marina Square to shop then hang out @ Starbucks & was joined by Fir, Mahen, Pika & Azmi. Me, Ed & MZ kept making jokes till Ima squirts out her Frappe. LoL. Dah mcm water sprinkler. Sajak lah tu!! Wakakaka! That's what happens when u put Me & Ed tgr. Wakakaka!! Then we went to eat @ the banquet. The actual plan after that was actually to go for karaoke but i had to rush bck hm to research on my COMT project. It's due tdy. Srry guys!! I'm really2 srry!! If given a choice, i'd rather stay & have fun singing with u guys, esp PIKA!! Yup i wanna have a duet with u PIKA!! Just like during the OAC BBQ. Boleh pe?!

But i had to go bck. But when i reach hm, my bro was using the lappy for some stupid reason!! Something abt proving to his stucked up frens that the MARVEL movies is actually different frm the actual stories. Cos his friends are all complete loosers & posers. Cos before the movies were out, they were like: Apa je reading comics!! Mcm budak2!! Then they watch the movie & think they noe everything abt the story!! PLEASE LAH!! BUNCH OF LOOSERS!!

So i end up waiting for him to fin using the laptop till 11pm...Sigh. If i noe this was gonna happen, i would have stayed with the guys seh. I end up researching till ard 3am+ then i fell asleep on the lappy while waiting for it to shut dwn. Luckily i'm nt a drooler seh. LoL.

I just wished i could spend more time with the 1's i care for...

But tight schedule & other commitments r always getting in the way...

To the special few who's try their best to be a part of my life, I thank u guys!! Thx for making me happy!! It means alot to me!!

Oky dats it for tdy...srry for the late update guys!!