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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
I'v been thinking about this a whole lot lately... I need to get this off my chest!! I'v always been sincere in relationships...maybe i was too fast...maybe i was too slow...but i'v always been sincere. But my sincerity have always been questioned...then tossed aside like it was nothing...promises made to me continuously broken... I always remember the promises i made...i always treasure & try my best to fullfill them even when the person that i made it to is no longer around...Promises means alot to me. So if you wanna make a promise to me...make sure u remember what u promised to do. If not then dun even think about it. I always remember what i say & is said to me...every little thing. Because it's always the little things that makes the difference. For example: Imagine spending a TOTALLY memorable date with that special some1 but a few months ltr when u talk abt it with dat special person, she said: Srry...Hehe...i fgt ah. Hw would u feel? Sad...Upset...Dissapointed...Angry? Well usually i'll just say nah it's ok...but i can't help but wonder...if that person can fgt a memorable moment in ur relationship then just hw much does that person care about you? Where do u stand in her life? Ok here's another question: If u really love some1, would u try everything in ur power to try to be in her life even if both ur schedules are DAMN packed & busy? & when that person said that he/she missed u badly, would you try ur best to spend some time tgr & comfort each other or just ignore & see if fate brings u guys tgr? For me, i'll try my best to meet her & even if i happen to be SUPER busy & can't make it, i'll create a msg to let her noe that i miss her too. Am i right? Or wrong to think this way? Okay before starting a relationship, would you date 1st to noe that other person better or start a relationship just because both of u are attracted to each other? To me...the moment u eccept that other person as ur BF/GF, ur suppose to already trust each other, ready TO GO TO THICK & THIN tgr, Love each other for who they are. If ur nt willing to sacrifice a little time for that special some1 u love then why start a relationship in the 1st place rite? If the person i care for & love is'nt ready then i'll wait her her. But if she asks me to let her go then i will. Cos that's the way i am. Don't say ur nt sure & just make me wait. Am i wrong to think this way?! No rite?! SERIOULY!! Don't waste my time!! Cos i'm very committed & will be miserable in the long run if i miss her bad enough. The least she can do is say that she's thinking of me too or just a simple hi will do. I'm a reasonable guy. But i really2 hate it when i spend so much time making an sms just for that special some1 but when i'm finally done & send it. I expect a reply!! I simple thx will do!! But i receive NO REPLIES @ ALL?! WTH!! Am i wrong to be upset?! Seriously?! Hw would you feel if u searched ur soul to make a msg just for that special some1 but then she just could'nt be bothered to reply!! Usually i'll just say to myself that maybe she's bz...maybe she's just tired/sleeping, maybe she's just shy & speechless as in what to reply. BUT SERIOUSLY!! I HATE IT!! So nw i rarely make any msgs. Cos it's a waste of my time. Frankly speaking...it's like a stab in the heart. Hmm maybe i'm just releasing all my feelings that i have kept bottled up until nw. I'm SINGLE & AVAILABLE again!! & i want ppl to noe hw i feel so that this won't happen again!! Srry if this post is all abt my COMPLAINTS! I just felt like saying it all out!! Like that some1 always like to say: I'm also human you noe!! I'm sick of caring for ppl & always getting my feelings ignored!! It's about time i start caring abt myself for once... I finally got this off my chest... Thx for ready guys... Labels: Finally Off My Chest |
 
Mohamad Syamirza
a.k.a Syam (Erm... apparently almost everyone in my class calls me my this name now... even teachers -_-") MiRzA (Norm for relatives & friends) Mimi (LoL Pika only... so far) ZaZa (Ak only so far =P) I'm 26 25/12/1984 --- Msn Likes: NFL, Cycling, Bowling, Badminton, Outdoor Activiteis, Music, Animes, Movies, Games  New Jeans New Clothes A White Beanie A new MP3 A Big Punching Bag Boxer Gloves A New Set Of Weight A Black Bicycle w/gearsSorry if i leave anyone out :) MJ12 Zi Yee Siti Yuyun Hidayah hAni Ayue Ayue2 A.W.A AfiqNadd Molly Dee Sabby Linda Dyla Yana Fyda BEN Ahmad Amirul Clarissa Pei Yi Pika Fir Khir Jas SrtStf Tunchit Acah Badd Latiff Hafiz Nizar Kamisah Zach Dzhabar Isnady Shawn March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 April 2010 September 2010 October 2010 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 November 2011 April 2012   Music Playlist at MixPod.com Designer: SiewSuen♥ Basecode:Chili. |
