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Monday, June 16, 2008
Tdy marks the end of a week of Holiday. That leaves only a week left to go before school starts. I'm running out of cash. I still wanna watch The Incredible Hulk but i have to start doing my assignments. I got 2 of them to finish before school reopens. So my bro Afiq & i decided to go back to school tmrw to finish up 1 of the assignment. I think we'll have no problems with the assignment tmrw but the nxt one is a big problem though...cos i kinda fgt what the topic was. LoL. I went to watch Kungfu Panda yesterday!! WooHoo!! Thx for asking me out!! It's a really HILARIOUS movie but it's kinda short!! But i had a great time watching it. I'v been asking every1 i noe to go watch that movie with me but...the plan always gets cancelled @ the last minute. I kinda got fed up & gave up asking. It's like everyitme i organise something, it always ends up getting cancelled...i'm kinda sick & tired of it. I'm nt a spontaneous person...i like to plan & i tend to espect too much...but seriously!! My plans get cancelled so often nowadays... Maybe i'm going through all this hardship cos the guy on top whats me to learn about something...maybe it's just pure coencidence...maybe it's just bad luck...but the bottom line is that i'm getting so tired & exhausted already...i hope my luck will change soon. Give me something please...cos rite now i got nothing to hang on to...nothing to fight for...nothing to drive me forward...cos i nvr fight for myself i dun remember ever doing that...i'm usually fighting for someone else. Ya i noe...u guyz are probably saying that i should jolly well start fighting for myself soon or i'm a gonner...sigh...don't you think i know that?! It's just that...my body don't work that way...i get my strength from the people i care for...beign with them makes me happy...beign apart from them makes me empty...that's how it works with me. I know some of you think that it's all rubbish but i'm telling the truth. Thats why my love ones & close friends means so much to me. The mere thought of losing any of them can cause tears to flow. I may be scared of so many things...height...accidents...etc. But the thing i'm scared of the most is to be the cause of loosing some1 close to me...someone i care for & love dearly. I have been through it before & i never wanna go through that ever again... So to all my love ones & close friends...thanks for making me the guy i am today...thanks for all the support & friendship you guys have shown me. It really means alot to me. OMG!! I'm so freaking EMO!! LoL!! This is what happens when i'm @ home... Thanks for reading!! Genesis out!! Labels: Everythings got to have an ending |
 
Mohamad Syamirza
a.k.a Syam (Erm... apparently almost everyone in my class calls me my this name now... even teachers -_-") MiRzA (Norm for relatives & friends) Mimi (LoL Pika only... so far) ZaZa (Ak only so far =P) I'm 26 25/12/1984 --- Msn Likes: NFL, Cycling, Bowling, Badminton, Outdoor Activiteis, Music, Animes, Movies, Games  New Jeans New Clothes A White Beanie A new MP3 A Big Punching Bag Boxer Gloves A New Set Of Weight A Black Bicycle w/gearsSorry if i leave anyone out :) MJ12 Zi Yee Siti Yuyun Hidayah hAni Ayue Ayue2 A.W.A AfiqNadd Molly Dee Sabby Linda Dyla Yana Fyda BEN Ahmad Amirul Clarissa Pei Yi Pika Fir Khir Jas SrtStf Tunchit Acah Badd Latiff Hafiz Nizar Kamisah Zach Dzhabar Isnady Shawn March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 April 2010 September 2010 October 2010 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 November 2011 April 2012   Music Playlist at MixPod.com Designer: SiewSuen♥ Basecode:Chili. |
