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Sunday, June 29, 2008
Tdy was a booooring day for me...i woke up around 11+am in the morning then had the same breakfast i had yesterday...then followed by my weekends exercise, then while i was exhausted & flat on the floor, i got a phone call...but i was lazy to pick it up. My arms felt like it's gonna fall off so i crawled to my bed, turned on the fan & rested my eyes. The next thing you noe it was already 5pm!!! WTH!!! I waisted my day sleeping!! Then i checked my hp & got 6 miss calls but the number's all unknown...while i was wondering who it was, my phone vibrated again. My hp's always in silent mode btw. So i decided to pick it up. It was Lilly...i was still sleepy...so i was like huh...yah...huh...yah...for like 10mins. Till she asked...are you ok? Erm...i'm ok i guess...i'm just tired...but pissed off that i spend my precious Sun sleeping...sigh...there was still so much to be done. I hav'nt done my TFL & math homeworks yet. She then said OoO...srry i did'nt noe. Huh?! Why was she apologising seh?! She's so sweet but...sadly i'm nt that intrested in a relationship rite now...sigh. She's trying too hard...i guess she's too used to working & forgotten how messed up school life can be. I wished i can just go out & get a job but i'm too scared to think about life without a Diploma. Thats why i wanted to continue my studies. We chat for a bout half an hour while chatting in MSN, before i had to hang up cos i hav'nt prayed yet & it was nearly 7pm. I really don't get it...why izzit that when i am ready for a relationship, the girl i like is always not ready then when i'm all screwed up & decide not to be in a relationship, this girls start to pop up into my life...SERIOUSLY!! I don't get it. I hav'nt got any luck in relationships this past few years...i'm getting colder as the day past me by. I hav'nt been able to come up with any sweet msgs or poetry since last year. But things hav'nt been more complicated. I'm still trying to rebuild the walls that had been brought down a few months back. I will not let it fall so easily this time...even if i end up losing another potential GF. So what?! There's still so many fishes in the ocean!! If u girls can't wait then don't waste my time!! I'm not intrested in a short relationship. But i have learned a lot from my past relationships & my perspective in life & love has'nt changed but it has been refined. Which means that i know alot more about it now. What i should & should'nt do. Girls got so much to say when it comes to guys!! But i tell you this!! You girls are'nt that much different either!! Always making things so complicated!! But as usual this dos'nt apply to all of them or all of us. But sooner or later the whole population will be affected by what the few of those idiots have done. We're getting more cautions & we're having more trust issues. Things are getting even more complicated. Thats why i'm just gonna concentrate on my studies for now cos i don't need my life to be any more complicated than it already is. But you never know...when the right i will come along. Haha. There's always that possiblility. Those of you who's already attached...i got this to say to you guys. YOU LUCKY BASTARDS!!! I envy you guys!! I hope that you guys will stay happy always!! I wish to debate more but i got lots of work to do!! Thx for reading!! Labels: Wished i was lucky |
 
Mohamad Syamirza
a.k.a Syam (Erm... apparently almost everyone in my class calls me my this name now... even teachers -_-") MiRzA (Norm for relatives & friends) Mimi (LoL Pika only... so far) ZaZa (Ak only so far =P) I'm 26 25/12/1984 --- Msn Likes: NFL, Cycling, Bowling, Badminton, Outdoor Activiteis, Music, Animes, Movies, Games  New Jeans New Clothes A White Beanie A new MP3 A Big Punching Bag Boxer Gloves A New Set Of Weight A Black Bicycle w/gearsSorry if i leave anyone out :) MJ12 Zi Yee Siti Yuyun Hidayah hAni Ayue Ayue2 A.W.A AfiqNadd Molly Dee Sabby Linda Dyla Yana Fyda BEN Ahmad Amirul Clarissa Pei Yi Pika Fir Khir Jas SrtStf Tunchit Acah Badd Latiff Hafiz Nizar Kamisah Zach Dzhabar Isnady Shawn March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 April 2010 September 2010 October 2010 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 November 2011 April 2012   Music Playlist at MixPod.com Designer: SiewSuen♥ Basecode:Chili. |
