Tuesday, November 18, 2008
   I'm sure you'all have different perspective about "LOVE"... some of you you guyz may even hate it... I'v met some people in my life who have sworn ed not to fall in love again... Personally i think that it's so childish & silly of them to think that way but who am i to judge... I'v been through & taken so many roads on the subject... Taken the normal road but end up getting cheated on... Taken the low profile road but end up in despair... Taken the fast road but got miserable & pushed away... So i used to think that it's kinda impossible to go through again & even hated the word... didn't trust it anymore but just as i was about to give up, some1 gave me hope again... She made me open up... made it seemed simple... then suddenly Love seems so simple & beautiful... She was there when i was down... She was there when i was sad & she became the source of happiness & strength... I became closer to her & soon i was aching to tell her how i felt abt her... But was so scared to even try but as time passes by, we became an unofficial couple... Yup unofficial cos she nvr did say yes... In the past... i would have been stressed up & would have tried too hard that might even result to a failure but i learned from my mistakes... So that subject didn't really matter to me anymore... Status means alot but for now I'm happy that we're calling each other by names like Sayang, Dear & Hun... Cos frankly... this nvr happened to me b4... To openly show that you love dat special some1 without being scared that she'll push you away or that her parents would not approve of it... Happiness fills my very soul every single day... msgs became a thing to look forward to & we often went online in MSN to make video calls till late @ night... Silent moments nvr lasts long & we're always smiling & joking around. I did so many things for the 1st time... So many things i wouldn't dare to do or even dream of happening in the past... Held hands freely... Met her parents & relatives without even breaking a sweat... Buying Roses... Overnight BBQ with her family... Ate Dinner @ her Place... Hugged & meant every single second of it... Going to a Jemputan (Wedding Invitation) tgr & Kissed her hands... Now our schedule begins to get tighter & we seldom see each other anymore due to the upcoming Exams & Common Tests... But we just tried our best to make time for each other. We recently watched Madagascar 2 after 2 weeks of not seeing each other thx to me skipping my last lesson of the day. Hehe. It was a simple Movie & Dinner date but we were happy... It brought us closer. The movie was Hilariously Funny too!! Other than that, we have to cope with the fact that neither of us are working rite now & we're running out of cash to spend... i think this is the biggest prob for me cos i nvr ran out of $ b4... but my recent shopping spree has left me with a 3digit bank balance... Sigh... All my saving a nearly used up... How i wished i can get back all the money that i lend to my friends & love 1's in the past... cos i really3 need it rite nw... How i wish i can go back to the gym & fight for my hard earn cash or How i wish i can earn my Cash from winning game competition like it was in the past... But since i can't do that any more, i guess i'll juz have to save up & we juz have to take turn to treat each other in dates. Oky Hun?! =) But i dun think it'll be that easy cos we're both in need of some cash rite nw but i think it'll be possible if it's ony for certain occasions. Insya'allah we'll be able to go throught this obstacle if we support each other. Whatever the problem is, i hope we can go thru it calmly & still be tgr in the end. I've been praying & thanking Allah for all the good & happy times we've had tgr. She been very3 patient & understanding in every aspect of our relationship not to mention all the sweet msgs we send to each other & that really3 means alot to me. I wish i had enuf money to buy an external hard drive cos my lappy is running out space to keep all my pics. Hehe. Printing it all out would cast me my whole savings... But despite that, we're still taking more pics. Camera whoring in every single date. =) Some people have this belief... they said that it's not good to take lots of pics... they belief that the more pics they take, the shorter their relationship will last... which to me is a LOAD OF CRAP!! SERIOUSLY!! Where do they come up with that shit anyway!! -_-" To me, pictures are sacred!! Joy & happiness of that moment sealed away for us to Reflect & Reminisce about in the future. A precious source of endless memories... besides... i like to take pics. Hehe. I used up the whole morning tdy, trying to make a msg to send to my Hun but it has been quite some time since i last time since i last created 1 so it took a really3 long time seh but then i switched on my lappy in class & went online & noticed that i got lots of email from my Hun in Friendster & what she wrote really3 means alot to me... Not 1,2 or 3 but 9!! NINE!! I love you msgs seh!! I was so touched seh... Dats so sweet of her... Love You Too Hun!! Woohoo!! =P I did'nt pay attention to class after that... i cracked my brain, trying to make a sweet msg for her instead. I finally manage to come up with something & sent it to her but i did'nt get any reply until my classes ended for the day & i was wondering why... maybe it was too lame... maybe it was too mushy... maybe she juz dunno what to reply... i was feeling uneasy... but then i gt a msg & when i checked it was her, i juz felt releaved for some reason & asked her if she liked it... the reply was positive!! Alhmdllh!! (Thank God!!) Hehe. I was bored waiting for my group members to arrive cos we're supposed to have a meeting after skool. The thing about NP is that different courses will be put together in 1 class for IS classes seh. I think it's so AWESOME ah!! Just I magine ah!! PDI students mixed together with AT students!! Artists & Geniuses mixed together. I always hoped that maybe they could mix student from different schools seh. Asin School of art, School of Engineering... get the point?! Cos NP is devided into different schools. Dats why i seldom get to see my cuz in skool anymore seh... sad kan?! same skool but we still dun get to meet seh... the schedule in POLY is just insane i tell you... i'm still not used to POLY life after a whole term seh... THAT'S PRETTY MESSED up if u ask me... It's sux big time guyz... Then i found out a few days ago, i found out that the OCTO celebrity Candice is studying in NP cos i saw her seh... OMG!! TOTALLY IN AWE AH!! Erm... Hun tkmo jelez eh pls5. Sayang Dia. Tk bedek eh pls... Hehe. Taufiq was also from NP not to mention Paul 2Hill... which i can sadly say... i see him every single day... Aiyo... He's okah but seriously... Mcm gay seh... No offence dude & can u pls stop staring me!! Seriously... he always hang out with this group of 3 friends of his... As for me... the whole class of T103!! Yup my class changed oredy... from T106 to T103 cos some of my classmates sadly needs to repeat some modules. Sigh. But we're still together except for Hidayat & Afiq who's been kinda distant from us these days... they juz stick to themselves most of the time... sad seh... I hope my class can organise a class outing again soon but sadly we went be gg anywhere till last term's Chalet money is setteled. Guyz!! Hurry up & pay Ben ah!! WTH!! What's taking ug guyz so long?! Talking abt outings, my Dover ITE friend Ali is organising a paintball outing seh!! $40/- per person seh!! WooHoo!! But i'm not sure about the event date yet but rest assured, i'll try my best to come. Pika, Fir, Eddy, Wan & many more have been invited including my Hun. Hehe. But paintball is a fun game as long as theres no headshots... u noe why?! cos it hurts when u get shot on ur cheeks & forehead seh... it's dangerous cos the paint might get into ur eyes seh. I hope everything will turn out ok if not GREAT!! Hehe. Thursday 20th November 2008 We had CATS presentation tdy which is worth alot seh & i'm happy to say that we did pretty good. WooHoo!! Everyone wore green as planned except for Benny who can't find his green shirt so he wore orange instead. We did a thinking tool game which got a good feedback form our lecturer. Compared to the other classes he said that our class holds the most potential seh!! Bayeeek pe?! We started the lesson half an hr earlier & fin earlier too. Then Ted, Nick & I headed for the field for our S&W... Tdy's weather was SCORCHING seh!! But we had a fairly gd time... I tackle Benny which was the opposing tems quarter bck & caused him to spiral sideways & hurt his arm... dats the 2nd guy i injured... but thankfully he was ok... i felt bad for tackling a friend seh... But he's a very3 good quarter back seh... i'll probably loose if i were to go easy on him cos he always give his best on the field. I decided to sit bck after a few rounds cos my legs arn't working properly... i felt aches & pain on my right thigh... it was very3 uncomfortable & after i heard it pop seh... Damn leg... I really wanted to play & U can see Ted's face when i subbed... he looked very3 dissapointed... we losts 2 games right after i was on the bench... so i decided to get back into the final game & we won 1. Final score was 2,1 we lost. The prob was that Ted's not used to beign the QB(Quarter Back) & there was no 1 to defend them against the opposing team's big guyz... that was my job. I really ROCK on Defence. But i kinda wished all my friends would be in my team so i would'nt feel guity for bashing them up so hard. My coach told us that we'll be having full contact game soon. OMG!! WooHoo!! Bayeek!! I can't wait seh!! U guyz juz wait!! Ted & I are gonna make u guyz srry for going against us!! KheKheKhe!! SPEAR EM ALL!! NFL FOOTBALL RULEZ!! Labels: Spear Ya To Death |
 
Mohamad Syamirza
a.k.a Syam (Erm... apparently almost everyone in my class calls me my this name now... even teachers -_-") MiRzA (Norm for relatives & friends) Mimi (LoL Pika only... so far) ZaZa (Ak only so far =P) I'm 26 25/12/1984 --- Msn Likes: NFL, Cycling, Bowling, Badminton, Outdoor Activiteis, Music, Animes, Movies, Games  New Jeans New Clothes A White Beanie A new MP3 A Big Punching Bag Boxer Gloves A New Set Of Weight A Black Bicycle w/gearsSorry if i leave anyone out :) MJ12 Zi Yee Siti Yuyun Hidayah hAni Ayue Ayue2 A.W.A AfiqNadd Molly Dee Sabby Linda Dyla Yana Fyda BEN Ahmad Amirul Clarissa Pei Yi Pika Fir Khir Jas SrtStf Tunchit Acah Badd Latiff Hafiz Nizar Kamisah Zach Dzhabar Isnady Shawn March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 April 2010 September 2010 October 2010 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 November 2011 April 2012   Music Playlist at MixPod.com Designer: SiewSuen♥ Basecode:Chili. |
