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Sunday, January 11, 2009
I woke up @ 10am today & couldn't feel my right arm... i tried to move it but it didn't budge... I TOTALLY FREAKED OUT!! so i lifted it up with my other arm & started moving it around to get the blood circulating... it took 6mins plus before i could finally feel my fingers again... my arm got dislocated... today's the worst seh... this has happened b4 but not to this extreme... Then my arm was sore the whole day... any strenuous movements will result in excruciating pain... I can't let my parents noe about it so i went to the living room & lye on the sofa till 1pm in the afternoon. My doctor had asked me to go for a surgery b4 but... surgery's temporary... i would have to go for constant appointments to tighten the screw so i didn't go for the surgery. Besides... I've been doing fine all these years so i dun see the point in changing that. Then i just stared @ my laptop screen & listened to some music while chatting with my friends in MSN till night time... I read some1's blog & tears immediately started running... Sigh... Cos i'v been thru dat b4... Loosing some1 u love dearly & now u have to take care of the things they left behind... U think about what they tot u in the past... then suddenly everything kinda makes sense... as if they noe dat they're gonna leave u... she left behind her hamster & since i was the only 1 who had a hamster that time, i decided to take it back... then months pass me by & the hamsters gave birth to cute little babies & months after that more baby hamsters were born. Soon the number of hamsters in my house got too big & i had to sell them away... i got lots of money after that but then all of a suddenly they started dyeing 1 by 1 till theres not a single 1 left... I was sad cos they remind me of that special some1 who's no longer with me... But animal dye when they get old... same goes for us...but not all of us will live to a ripe old age... sometimes they're juz gone & u won't see it coming... so my advice to all u people out there is to please treasure ur love ones... cos u'll nvr noe what might happen tomorrow... I tried to cheer myself up so i searched youtube for some funny vids when i came across this vid called Sneezing Panda & Star Wars Kid which i got from watching South Park. I laughed so hard & so long that i got a headache. Hehe. That totally cheered me up. But then i had conversations in MSN made me think about the past... I dun wanna start thinking about all that moments... Saying it all out wouldn't help me either... theres nothing i can do now... all i can do is wait... wait & keep on waiting... keep avoiding the topic as much as i can & putting a smile behind the sadness... so please stop asking about it already... i noe u guyz are trying to help but the constant questions are only making it worst for me... I'm trying so hard not to repeat history so please try to understand... Ok dats it for today... Thx for reading guyz... Labels: Goodbye Weekends |
 
Mohamad Syamirza
a.k.a Syam (Erm... apparently almost everyone in my class calls me my this name now... even teachers -_-") MiRzA (Norm for relatives & friends) Mimi (LoL Pika only... so far) ZaZa (Ak only so far =P) I'm 26 25/12/1984 --- Msn Likes: NFL, Cycling, Bowling, Badminton, Outdoor Activiteis, Music, Animes, Movies, Games  New Jeans New Clothes A White Beanie A new MP3 A Big Punching Bag Boxer Gloves A New Set Of Weight A Black Bicycle w/gearsSorry if i leave anyone out :) MJ12 Zi Yee Siti Yuyun Hidayah hAni Ayue Ayue2 A.W.A AfiqNadd Molly Dee Sabby Linda Dyla Yana Fyda BEN Ahmad Amirul Clarissa Pei Yi Pika Fir Khir Jas SrtStf Tunchit Acah Badd Latiff Hafiz Nizar Kamisah Zach Dzhabar Isnady Shawn March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 April 2010 September 2010 October 2010 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 November 2011 April 2012   Music Playlist at MixPod.com Designer: SiewSuen♥ Basecode:Chili. |
