Tuesday, February 17, 2009
 So Close... Yet So Far...I saw her online & gave her a song... she replied me back & gave me a song of her own... I miss her so much it hurts... but she misses me as a friend... why did she have to say dat... i listened to the song she gave me... i finally understand how she feels... i asked her the question i asked every single girl b4 finally giving up... Do you want me to give up on u... Do u want me to let you go... i was praying so hard... hoping dat she will say no... but she said yes... the moment i read her reply my heart stopped beating... i couldn't breathe... but i finally understand the feelings she kept inside... i get the feeling dat she did everything on purpose for a reason... she have been thinking about it alot & i might nvr noe the hardship she's going thru... all i can do is respect her decision even though it hurts like hell... The things she said were like knifes thrown to my chest... i'll nvr forget the words she said today... i'll nvr forget this day... Thx for the love & care u used to give me... I hope u'll be happy... I'll pray for ur health & happiness ever single day... I'll regret this day for the rest of my life... i should be beaten up 10 times over for loosing some1 so special as you... but this is what u wanted... u asked me to give up on u... u tried so hard to make me give up... all u had to do was ask & u finally did... if beign with me hurts u so much... then i got no choice but to let go... cos ur happiness is more important to me... seeing u change so much this past few months made me realise dat... I just hope dat 1 day, u'll tell me the real reason why u did what u did... till we meet again... In Loving Memory of Siti Rohani Bte Suwarji... Remember the words i used to say to u cos it'll nvr change... my feeling won't ever change... Goodbye... I'll leave it @ this... I dun wish to write any further... Labels: In Loving Memory |
 
Mohamad Syamirza
a.k.a Syam (Erm... apparently almost everyone in my class calls me my this name now... even teachers -_-") MiRzA (Norm for relatives & friends) Mimi (LoL Pika only... so far) ZaZa (Ak only so far =P) I'm 26 25/12/1984 --- Msn Likes: NFL, Cycling, Bowling, Badminton, Outdoor Activiteis, Music, Animes, Movies, Games  New Jeans New Clothes A White Beanie A new MP3 A Big Punching Bag Boxer Gloves A New Set Of Weight A Black Bicycle w/gearsSorry if i leave anyone out :) MJ12 Zi Yee Siti Yuyun Hidayah hAni Ayue Ayue2 A.W.A AfiqNadd Molly Dee Sabby Linda Dyla Yana Fyda BEN Ahmad Amirul Clarissa Pei Yi Pika Fir Khir Jas SrtStf Tunchit Acah Badd Latiff Hafiz Nizar Kamisah Zach Dzhabar Isnady Shawn March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 April 2010 September 2010 October 2010 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 November 2011 April 2012   Music Playlist at MixPod.com Designer: SiewSuen♥ Basecode:Chili. |
