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Thursday, February 19, 2009
My Math Exam paper ended tdy ard 11+am... then Amal, Amirul, Ahmad & I took the bus to Clementi. The bus was crowded so i juz sat down when i saw an empty seat but the moment i sat down, the guy beside me was shouting & talking to himself... then i realised... he's a 32!! Section 32 Cap 224!! Unsound Mind!! CRAZY MAN!! I looked @ Ahmad & was about to put on my earpiece to listen to some music from my MP3 when he said... Ahmad: Mirza!! Bantai je!! LoL!! Then he was smiling away before sitting in front of me while Amal was laughing. No wonder the girls were standing & didn't wanna sit down despite the crowded bus. LoL. To tell you the truth, i encounter this kind of people almost every week when i was in NS, when i was working as a Police Officer @ Clementi Police Div. So i juz ignored him & listen to LOUD music till we alighted @ Clementi... I pity him... Maybe he got an emotional breakdown... Something must have happened to him & causing him to be that way. Sigh... We then ate our lunch @ the nearby coffee shop. We all had chicken rice except for Amirul who did'nt eat. After lunch, i went to Hudz's place to pass her my Chalet Fee before gg to the mosque for Friday prayers with the guyz. After prayers, we all hung out there for awhile before they all wanted to go home so we said our goodbyes & i went to buy a Mango Yogurt drink before taking the bus home. I alighted @ the usual place while listening to my MP3 as usual & i looked both ways before crossing the road as usual but the next thing i knew, a car was speeding & was heading for me from the left! I couldn't react... but the car managed to avoid crashing into me... i could feel the strong wind as the car went past me... the girl who was walking behind me tapped my shoulder & asked if i'm ok... i just stand there for a few minutes stoned... my whole body was trembling cos i have a serious phobia of fast moving vehicles... I got home soon after dat & kept thinking abt it... then i remember a similar incident that happened in the past. It was after the AWA Dragonboat event... we were crossing the road when i saw a speeding car heading for us but we all managed to safely run across except for Ani who was still in the middle of the road & the car was approaching her really2 fast. At that moment in time, i instinctively ran back, grab her arm & pulled her to safety... there was silence after dat... my whole body was trembling... it was a close call... i was glad i managed to pull her in time... Thank Allah she's safe... everything happened so fast... i have phobia of fast moving vehicles & accidents but @ dat point of time i still go back for her... but why couldn't i move juz nw... i juz stood there as i saw the car heading for me... my legs didn't move like it did during dat incident... I lye on my bed & was checking my HP for the vid i took ystdy during the study session with the guyz but then i came across some old vids dat i took during the Bowling outing with Latiff, Khir, Zaid, Yum, Hudz, Ani & I... I nearly broke out in tears... I miss those days... I miss it so much... I wished things could go back to hw it was back then... i was really3 happy... we were happy... i kept asking why it's like this nw... damn it... theres juz too many memories of the happy times we had tgr... i gave it my all till dat point of time where she didn't reply my msgs, said she needed space & kept gg to M'sia... It all started to go downhill after dat... her sweet & patience personality were replaced by mood swings & hot temper... what did i ever do to her... what wrong have i done to be treated this way... maybe i was better off if dat car were to actually hit me... I apologise to all my readers for all the sad posts lately... but i wanna record every happy times & sad moments in my life mainly because this blog is my life diary... I wanna read it in the future & reminisce every Happy & Sad moments i went thru before dat day & hopefully i would have already found happiness in my life by then... I'll hope & pray every single day for dat future... the day i fin my studies with a Diploma cert & living every single day with the love of my life... filled with Joy & Happiness... with a high & stable income in my dream house... I'm working hard for dat future... I'm gonna stop here for now... Thx for reading guyz... Sincerest Apologies... Genesis... Labels: Left Me In Misery And Sadness |
 
Mohamad Syamirza
a.k.a Syam (Erm... apparently almost everyone in my class calls me my this name now... even teachers -_-") MiRzA (Norm for relatives & friends) Mimi (LoL Pika only... so far) ZaZa (Ak only so far =P) I'm 26 25/12/1984 --- Msn Likes: NFL, Cycling, Bowling, Badminton, Outdoor Activiteis, Music, Animes, Movies, Games  New Jeans New Clothes A White Beanie A new MP3 A Big Punching Bag Boxer Gloves A New Set Of Weight A Black Bicycle w/gearsSorry if i leave anyone out :) MJ12 Zi Yee Siti Yuyun Hidayah hAni Ayue Ayue2 A.W.A AfiqNadd Molly Dee Sabby Linda Dyla Yana Fyda BEN Ahmad Amirul Clarissa Pei Yi Pika Fir Khir Jas SrtStf Tunchit Acah Badd Latiff Hafiz Nizar Kamisah Zach Dzhabar Isnady Shawn March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 April 2010 September 2010 October 2010 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 November 2011 April 2012   Music Playlist at MixPod.com Designer: SiewSuen♥ Basecode:Chili. |
