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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
The new term has started & frankly speaking, i was kinda expecting the worst when i made my way to the usual bus stop near Cycle & Carriage, near my place to take the usual bus. When the bus finally arrived, i saw a familiar face in the bus. As gt on board, i saw this girl, wearing red ITE uniform... i swear, she looked so much like Ani seh... hair, lips, eyes, face but the way she looked & me was as if she did'nt noe me so i did'nt say hi... she alighted juz b4 the bus turned into Clementi Ave 6. Maybe it was'nt her... but i msged her anyway asking if dat was her & i said srry for not greeting her but she nvr replied. Oh well, soon the bus reached NP as i alighted it & i saw another familiar face. It was my cuz Ifwat who joined the new intake but his classes has already ended & he was waiting for the bus home. I said goodbye to him after chatting for a few mins then as i was walking towards the Atrium, i saw yet another familiar face & this time, it was Elroy, my junior from Dover ITE (SC group). He told me, dat i told him, dat i was in SP. LoL. He heard me wrongly i guess. Haha. It's always nice to see a familiar face in skool seh... if only more of my juniors were to join NP... would'nt it be nice. After a chat with Elroy, i made my way to the Atrium & printed my timetable & bot my books before gg to my 1st class... sigh... 4 hrs of math for the 1st lesson... sux seh... but then it turns out dat i got into the same class as Yat, Ash & Hong Wei. I was releaved seh! At least i'm not alone =) The 4 hrs went by so fast & i made my way to the nxt class & to my surprise, i got into the same class as Eugene (Tambi) new class seh!! OMG AH!! Wooots!! Bayeeek pe!! I like dat class seh!! Some of the guyz were from my NFL team so i'm with friends seh. Then Mr Wong, our AMP practical teacher dismissed us only 10mins after the class started. WOOTS!! BAYEEEEK !! AH!! So i went home @ 1:15pm on the 1st day seh. Hehe. The whole week in skool was fun actually. So i practically go to skool, hung out afterskool, go home chat in MSN with my close friends. Then during the weekends, i was really tired & lazy... i juz wanted to stay home & play games but then i kept getting invited to hang out with my friends... but i was so lazy dat i rejected them all... even when Pika asked me out... Sigh... really2 srry guyz. Maybe nxt time ok. Then on Sunday, Liz added me in MSN. Liz is the girl Haikle introed me to the other day... i have no idea how she got my email ah... ni mesti keje Haikle ah... anyways, Liz was really dif in MSN seh... mcm change in personaliy gitu... in person senyap giler but in MSN so talkative. Then i found out dat she's Shida's friend... hmm... then she told me dat a certain some1 namely Shida told her dat we're getting bck tgr... OMG lah!! Since when seh?! I was irritated seh.... this got to stop ah. I confronted Shida the nxt day & let everything out on her but then... she asked me if i purposely go out with her close friend to get bck @ her... WTH!! I was shocked!! I would nvr do dat seh... no wonder she was so quiet all the time i was talking to her... she tot i did it on purpose... dats why she did what she did... then she asked me a question dat TOTALLY took me by surprise... the same question i asked Ani the day we met alone for the last time. Shida: Lets juz say years pass us by... could u ever forgive me for all the stuff i did to you... could u trust me again... could we start over? Me: Speachless... Shocked... Touched... I asked myself... what have i done... izzit possible dat she really have changed... i suddently felt this immense guilt. I noticed dat this is the 1st time ever dat Shida did'nt cry after a serious talk... her whole body was trembling & she was looking down... maybe she was angry... maybe she was trying hard not to cry... but 1 things for sure... i felt like crap... for making some1 else suffer the way i did... SERIOUSLY... sigh... I'm really2 srry Shida... if ur reading this... i'm sincerely very srry... I did'nt mean to hurt you... the way i did. I said some really harsh things to you all this time... made u cry so much... srry. I began to open up to Shida again after dat day, appreciated her company & phonecalls... maybe it's the guilt... but 1 things for sure... i began to look @ her in a different perception since dat day. Wednesday 29th April 2009 I went to watch X-men Origins with Amirul, Amal, Ahmad & Eugene @ Vivo City tdy... we have been planning this event since last week & finally it has come to pass! We fin skool @ 3pm... erm actually they fin @ 3pm ah... i fin @ 2pm & had to wait for them. Then we took bus 61 to Vivo City & i played Ace Combat X with Amirul via Wireless Lan all the way to Harbour Front. Then we booked the ticket & for the 1st time in a few months, we got good seats seh. We went to have our dinner @ banquet. Amirul, Ahmad & I had Fried Kway Teow while Amal had Carrot Cake & Eugene had Nasi Briyani. Then as usual, they made me laugh so hard with their non sensical jokes & pranks XD. U guyz always make me laugh so hard seh... leh mati sak gini (Ahmad's favourite phrase) Okay here's the low down about the movie. For those of u who are really into MARVEL comics & follow the original story closely... ur gonna get a few upsets... Stan Lee changed the story line again... dats all i'm gonna say. I dun wanna be a spoiler ah but if u guyz really like mutant action, this is the best movie for u! If u think X-Men 3 was good, YOU AIN'T SEEN NOTHING YET!! Wakakaka!! I give this movie 4 thumbs up & 10 stars. Hehe. After the movie, we accompany Eugene to candy empire b4 gg home. Okay guyz... i'm gonna stop here for tdys post... Thx for reading guyz... Labels: New Skool Term Rockz Friday, April 17, 2009  Woohoo!! My very 1st Camera!! Thx Guyz!! Really3 sorry for the long haul... alot has happened since the last post i made. This is what had happened this past few weeks. 1. Had a family reunion @ Cuz Molly's place but then we got a call from her dad... he suddenly couldn't walk @ work & his friend send his bck home. Went he got home, Kak Sha2 called the docter over to check on him & we found out that his liver was bruised & so their whole family send him to AH for futher Diagnosis. My family & relatives stayed over @ their place... everyone was worried but we did'nt wanna worry them so we juz watched DVDs & entertain ourselves while we wait for their update. Ltr we got to noe dat he was hopitalised & we visited him for the nxt few days. A week past after dat & my uncle was discharged but he's still recovering. I sincerely hope & pray for him to have a speedy recovery. 2. Been having stalker probs... the same old thing again... the same old person too... i kinda had enuf of this... SERIOUSLY!! After all the stuffs we talked about over & over again, she still dun get it... Bottomline is dat i dun wanna have a relationship with some1 who cheated on me twice... Cos it's just plain stupid... No amount of assurance & talk can change my mind on this... I've been very2 frank & said some harsh words to her but she still dun wanna give up... It's really getting on my nerves... So i stopped answering her calls & msgs... I hope & pray this prob won't continue any further. 3. Went to hang out with Amirul, Ahmad & Rafiq @ PS & watched F&F4. Amirul made me laugh from 5+am in the morning. He could'nt sleep & end up having a huge headache after spinning around in his swivel chair. Tak de keje lain nye budak... but dispite his headache, he still can't stop making jokes all thru the day. We had LJS for lunch but the jokes did'nt stop... i laughed too much till i end up caughing the fries out... thx ah eh guyz. I also get to see little miss pink @ her usual working place. The movie was AWESOME! The best Fast & Furious movie so far... i wanna watch it again seh!! 4. Reunion with Sec School clicks... Haikle brought his friend along which we tot was his new GF but it turns out dat he wanted to intro me to her... WTH LAH!! IDIOT!! I told u many times before dat u have to stop doing dat!! I hate it when u do dat!! Cos 1st of all, it makes me nervous & cause lots of silent moments!! 2ndly, it totally spoils my plans for the day!! 3rdly i dun like to spend time with people i dun noe!! It's AWKWARD!! The day kinda end up well though but i did'nt really talk dat much to dat girl... when the night ended, i did'nt even noe her name & i did'nt sent her home. Dats what u get for setting me up!! 5. Had the 2nd Family Reunion @ Yuyun's place. Irfan, Boboy & I played our PSP tgr with our multiplayer game , watched WWE... it's been ages since the last time i watched WWE seh... I still like it very2 much & i found out dat Stone Cold finally got into the Hall Of Fame seh!! WOOTS!! He's my fav wrestler btw. Hehe. We enjoyed ourselves so much dat we wanted to stay over for the weekend but Irfan said dat he wanted to sleep over @ our place so we decided to do dat during the nxt public Hoildays instead. Irfan slept over @ our place & we played PSP till late nights & watched Quarantine cos he nvr watched it b4. LoL. It was funny cos he kept getting shocked/startled XD 6. Went to visit Uncle & Cuzzies @ their place after he got discharged from AH. Cuz Molly was really quiet... maybe cos her ITE life will start the nxt day & she was worried dat the new intake could be full of Mats & Minahs but turns out dat she had a great time & found new friends on the 1st day. Good for you cuz =) 7. Spend days @ home watching old vids i took in the past while chatting with my close friends in MSN... they were gg thru a pretty tough time right now... i really hope i was able to help you guys cos all i wan is dat u guys can smile again & be happy again... believe be when i say dat i dun want to see you guys sad. Besides 1 of them have always been there for me & always have been taking the time to listen to my problems & she always try her best to help me. Thx for everything u have done for me & i hope i do the same for u anytime u need it. You noe who u are rite? The 1 with the accent XD 8. Paman Hasan & Bik Hawa (My Uncle & Aunt from my dad's side) suddenly drop by my place & gave me a surprise gift. Ooooh Aaaam Geeee!! I was shocked & Speachless leh!! They bot for me a Digital Camera with stand & additional zoom lences... SERIOUSLY!! I was shocked!! Cos i'm not really dat talkative & close to my dad's side with exceptions to them. I was so happy & i msged some of my friends telling them of the gift. Wakakaka!! Jelez ke pe?! I also noe 1 person who might be jelez of this gift cos she's really into photography. Hehe. Rite Sabby?! Kidding je ok. Dats not all, after giving me the AWESOME gift, they took us (Me & My Entire Family) out for late night dinner @ Sempang Bedok till ard 3am b4 sending us bck. OMG!! I ate so much =) Thx guyz... 9. I'm really2 not ready to go back to school... i've been really bz this holidays... i nvr had the chance to buy my new dumbells seh... so i did'nt do much work out this Holidays... sad seh... i'm really out of shape... so dat means i might to not join the Phanter's team this term... cos i could suffer serious injuries if i do... i'm not gonna take my condition lightly this time... i got enuf injuries as it is thx. 10. I read Pika's post a few days ago & i nearly teared seh... i miss those times & i wish i could hang out with them again... most of all... i miss Dover ITE & i miss my Best Friends way too much. But they're either in NS or too bz with work nowadays... even skool has been such a pain in the "A" . The other day, my bro told me abt this certain stall in SP... He went to... this was what happened: Bro: Uncle!! Apa ada jual disini?! Uncle: Semua ada!! Mee Goreng ada, Nasi Goreng ada, Nasi Briyani ada, apa2 semua ada. Bro: Okay!! Ada Mee Goreng ah!! Uncle: Mee Goreng tak ada!! Bro: -_-" WTH!! Nvm ah uncle... Seriously... i find dat Hilarious XD Anyways... dats all the stuff i did duuring the Holidays & skool starts tmrw... sigh... malas nye nk gi skola =P Thats all for now guyz... i'll update more if i feel like it ok =) Labels: Goodbye Holidays Wednesday, April 1, 2009  Yuyun & Bik Mimi Mom & I WOOTS!! Yummy Ice Cream!!I have been really2 sick these past few days & although my fever's gone... I'm still coughing & having sore throat but the other day, my aunt asked me out to change my Hp cos it's about time i change my phone. So My mom, My Aunt (Bik Mimi), My cuz (Yuyun) & I went to West Mall to change my Hp but it was out of stock so we had to go to Bukit Panjang Plaza to get the phone. Then Bik Mimi treated us to Swensons. Wooohoo!! It was my 1st time eating Swensons Ice Cream & It was Heavenly!! Thx Bibik!! She told me to keep in a secret from my bros but i dun think they read my blog anyways =) I saw a familiar face while i was there. Although i fgt her name already, i still remember the love letters she used to give me during Sec School. I tot she couldn't recognise me but then she looked @ me & smiled @ me. LoL. Awkward!! I nvr replied her letters cos i was attached bck then. I couldn't possibly take the letters bck cos Sha would kill me if she knew about it so i kinda threw it all away after reading it & saying thx to the girl. I did told her dat i was attached bck then but the letters kept coming anyways. She was so sweet actually hehe & she looks kinda cute with her Mac Donalds Uniform. Hehe. Oh well... I juz smiled as i walked by her & soon i said goodbye to my Aunt & Cuz as my mom & i took bus 176 home. The bus passed by a familiar place... i remember waiting for the bus there after sending her home... which was juz opp the bus stop... memories of the past will always be remembered... no matter how long time pass me by... i could nvr ever forget pleasant memories of the past. That was the 1st & only time i walked her back. I gave up on her a few months after dat day... but the thing about me is dat i always have a reason for doing the things i did. Bottom line is dat it's for the best @ dat point of time. It was the longest 5 min of my life as the bus pass by that bus stop... Things sure have changed since dat day... i tot i found the love of my life after dat but it all turned to be 1 big lie... Hw can some1 who used to tell me dat she loved me suddenly tell me to my face dat i was'nt her Mr right... Not giving me a proper explanations & juz leave me hanging juz like dat as she walked away from my life. My love for her turned to hate & it really helped me to heal faster than i expected. But i'm better now... although i wished things could be different... i miss dat lifestyle so much... miss her family... i treated her family like my own... i miss her cute little sisters... Miss dat so much... but it was all in the past. Going on dates makes me nostalgic now... Love is so over rated... It nvr last... sure i'll be happy & feels like as though i can do anything with dat love of my life but sooner or later it'll all end & it always effects my studies. I'm already 24 now & i'm still single... maybe i should start finding some1 my age... Maybe it's my fault for always going for those teenagers. Poly life sux... i wanna get this over with & start my working life... i'm getting sick of studying over & over again. I wish i can juz work with a high & stable income so i can support my family but Higher Nitec cert dosn't really cut it even though i had 4 Gpa. I miss my Dover ITE life... i miss it so much... I was so carefree & happy... everything was going my way. Now everything feels like as though it's falling apart... all i can do is keep on trying harder... hope & pray things will work out. Other than dat, dat same some1 have been asking for another chance... promising happiness & a new beginning... although it sounds so promisisng... she did hurt me twice b4... u noe the saying... fooled me once shame on u, fooled me twice shame on me... what if it happens for the 3rd time... I'll look like an idiot so i'll rather not take dat road again. Even though she's been so sweet to me this past few months, i still dun wanna take that road with her again... actually for now... i dun really wanna take dat road with any1. Maybe i'm scared... but i dun need another broken heart rite now. So what if ur beautiful & sweet... i'm not exactly looking for that certain some1 rite now... if u really feel so strongly about me, why dun u juz be my friend & support me? Cos rite now... dats all i need. Dun keep saying u love me... i dun trust dat feeling & dat word anymore. Actually it really makes me mad whenever i hear those words... So please juz drop dat subjt... i'm happy the way i am now. Maybe i might change my mind someday if some1 else comes into my life but ur certainly out of dat picture so give up already ya. It's really irritating when u kept asking me dat same old question over & over & over again... save those tears too ya... i'm not falling for it again... ever. You noe who u are... i dun need to mention ur name here do i. Actually the only girl i want to spend time with is my best friend. Hehe. Miss kao lah! No 1 noes me better than my best friends actually. She gave me this msg juz now... Pika: Mulai dari hari ni, aku tak nak kau lagik dlm hidop aku. Aku tak nak kau msg atau kol aku lagi. Aku da puas ar knl kau... tk gune aku kwn dgn kau.. Saki hati je.. Panngil diri sndri kwn, tapi kt belakang mcm sial.. Aku blh simpan rahsia kau, tapi asl kau tk blh simpan aku nye? Ahh?! Sangup kau bilang org yg aku ni... CUTE GILER? Heheee... Terperanjat eh? relax ar... APRIL FOOL!!! LoL!! I was shocked seh!! Siak betul Pika!! XD I was shopping for groceries in Sheng Siong with my Mom juz now then ketawa sendiri -_-" thx ah eh. Hehe. Klah dats it for today... Thx for reading guyz.... Labels: So random |
 
Mohamad Syamirza
a.k.a Syam (Erm... apparently almost everyone in my class calls me my this name now... even teachers -_-") MiRzA (Norm for relatives & friends) Mimi (LoL Pika only... so far) ZaZa (Ak only so far =P) I'm 26 25/12/1984 --- Msn Likes: NFL, Cycling, Bowling, Badminton, Outdoor Activiteis, Music, Animes, Movies, Games  New Jeans New Clothes A White Beanie A new MP3 A Big Punching Bag Boxer Gloves A New Set Of Weight A Black Bicycle w/gearsSorry if i leave anyone out :) MJ12 Zi Yee Siti Yuyun Hidayah hAni Ayue Ayue2 A.W.A AfiqNadd Molly Dee Sabby Linda Dyla Yana Fyda BEN Ahmad Amirul Clarissa Pei Yi Pika Fir Khir Jas SrtStf Tunchit Acah Badd Latiff Hafiz Nizar Kamisah Zach Dzhabar Isnady Shawn March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 April 2010 September 2010 October 2010 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 November 2011 April 2012 |
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