Wednesday, April 1, 2009
 Yuyun & Bik Mimi Mom & I WOOTS!! Yummy Ice Cream!!I have been really2 sick these past few days & although my fever's gone... I'm still coughing & having sore throat but the other day, my aunt asked me out to change my Hp cos it's about time i change my phone. So My mom, My Aunt (Bik Mimi), My cuz (Yuyun) & I went to West Mall to change my Hp but it was out of stock so we had to go to Bukit Panjang Plaza to get the phone. Then Bik Mimi treated us to Swensons. Wooohoo!! It was my 1st time eating Swensons Ice Cream & It was Heavenly!! Thx Bibik!! She told me to keep in a secret from my bros but i dun think they read my blog anyways =) I saw a familiar face while i was there. Although i fgt her name already, i still remember the love letters she used to give me during Sec School. I tot she couldn't recognise me but then she looked @ me & smiled @ me. LoL. Awkward!! I nvr replied her letters cos i was attached bck then. I couldn't possibly take the letters bck cos Sha would kill me if she knew about it so i kinda threw it all away after reading it & saying thx to the girl. I did told her dat i was attached bck then but the letters kept coming anyways. She was so sweet actually hehe & she looks kinda cute with her Mac Donalds Uniform. Hehe. Oh well... I juz smiled as i walked by her & soon i said goodbye to my Aunt & Cuz as my mom & i took bus 176 home. The bus passed by a familiar place... i remember waiting for the bus there after sending her home... which was juz opp the bus stop... memories of the past will always be remembered... no matter how long time pass me by... i could nvr ever forget pleasant memories of the past. That was the 1st & only time i walked her back. I gave up on her a few months after dat day... but the thing about me is dat i always have a reason for doing the things i did. Bottom line is dat it's for the best @ dat point of time. It was the longest 5 min of my life as the bus pass by that bus stop... Things sure have changed since dat day... i tot i found the love of my life after dat but it all turned to be 1 big lie... Hw can some1 who used to tell me dat she loved me suddenly tell me to my face dat i was'nt her Mr right... Not giving me a proper explanations & juz leave me hanging juz like dat as she walked away from my life. My love for her turned to hate & it really helped me to heal faster than i expected. But i'm better now... although i wished things could be different... i miss dat lifestyle so much... miss her family... i treated her family like my own... i miss her cute little sisters... Miss dat so much... but it was all in the past. Going on dates makes me nostalgic now... Love is so over rated... It nvr last... sure i'll be happy & feels like as though i can do anything with dat love of my life but sooner or later it'll all end & it always effects my studies. I'm already 24 now & i'm still single... maybe i should start finding some1 my age... Maybe it's my fault for always going for those teenagers. Poly life sux... i wanna get this over with & start my working life... i'm getting sick of studying over & over again. I wish i can juz work with a high & stable income so i can support my family but Higher Nitec cert dosn't really cut it even though i had 4 Gpa. I miss my Dover ITE life... i miss it so much... I was so carefree & happy... everything was going my way. Now everything feels like as though it's falling apart... all i can do is keep on trying harder... hope & pray things will work out. Other than dat, dat same some1 have been asking for another chance... promising happiness & a new beginning... although it sounds so promisisng... she did hurt me twice b4... u noe the saying... fooled me once shame on u, fooled me twice shame on me... what if it happens for the 3rd time... I'll look like an idiot so i'll rather not take dat road again. Even though she's been so sweet to me this past few months, i still dun wanna take that road with her again... actually for now... i dun really wanna take dat road with any1. Maybe i'm scared... but i dun need another broken heart rite now. So what if ur beautiful & sweet... i'm not exactly looking for that certain some1 rite now... if u really feel so strongly about me, why dun u juz be my friend & support me? Cos rite now... dats all i need. Dun keep saying u love me... i dun trust dat feeling & dat word anymore. Actually it really makes me mad whenever i hear those words... So please juz drop dat subjt... i'm happy the way i am now. Maybe i might change my mind someday if some1 else comes into my life but ur certainly out of dat picture so give up already ya. It's really irritating when u kept asking me dat same old question over & over & over again... save those tears too ya... i'm not falling for it again... ever. You noe who u are... i dun need to mention ur name here do i. Actually the only girl i want to spend time with is my best friend. Hehe. Miss kao lah! No 1 noes me better than my best friends actually. She gave me this msg juz now... Pika: Mulai dari hari ni, aku tak nak kau lagik dlm hidop aku. Aku tak nak kau msg atau kol aku lagi. Aku da puas ar knl kau... tk gune aku kwn dgn kau.. Saki hati je.. Panngil diri sndri kwn, tapi kt belakang mcm sial.. Aku blh simpan rahsia kau, tapi asl kau tk blh simpan aku nye? Ahh?! Sangup kau bilang org yg aku ni... CUTE GILER? Heheee... Terperanjat eh? relax ar... APRIL FOOL!!! LoL!! I was shocked seh!! Siak betul Pika!! XD I was shopping for groceries in Sheng Siong with my Mom juz now then ketawa sendiri -_-" thx ah eh. Hehe. Klah dats it for today... Thx for reading guyz.... Labels: So random |
 
Mohamad Syamirza
a.k.a Syam (Erm... apparently almost everyone in my class calls me my this name now... even teachers -_-") MiRzA (Norm for relatives & friends) Mimi (LoL Pika only... so far) ZaZa (Ak only so far =P) I'm 26 25/12/1984 --- Msn Likes: NFL, Cycling, Bowling, Badminton, Outdoor Activiteis, Music, Animes, Movies, Games  New Jeans New Clothes A White Beanie A new MP3 A Big Punching Bag Boxer Gloves A New Set Of Weight A Black Bicycle w/gearsSorry if i leave anyone out :) MJ12 Zi Yee Siti Yuyun Hidayah hAni Ayue Ayue2 A.W.A AfiqNadd Molly Dee Sabby Linda Dyla Yana Fyda BEN Ahmad Amirul Clarissa Pei Yi Pika Fir Khir Jas SrtStf Tunchit Acah Badd Latiff Hafiz Nizar Kamisah Zach Dzhabar Isnady Shawn March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 April 2010 September 2010 October 2010 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 November 2011 April 2012   Music Playlist at MixPod.com Designer: SiewSuen♥ Basecode:Chili. |
