Friday, July 15, 2011
I've always have questions to ask & those questions will always be left unanswered. But out of all the questions i asked, 1 has always been eating away at me deep inside. The question that has always bugged me so much is, why is it that every time i open up to a girl i like, it always tend to end up bad. It ends up bad not because i did anything wrong but due to reasons like this: 1) My parents doesn't approve of her. 2) The girl ends up being paranoid due to the fact that my best friends include 4 girls. 3) The girl not accepting the fact that i still keep all the pics taken with all my exs. 4) The girl not accepting the fact that the person i love the most is someone who's no longer in this world. 5) The girl having commitment issues. 6) The girl is too scared to realize that my love for her is real & not just words. 7) The girl is too concerned about her family background to realize that i dun mind it at all. 8) The girl is too concerned about the fact that my Mom is overprotective to see that i want to be with her no matter what. 9) The girl cares too much about herself to see that i'm loosing interest in her. 10) The girl saying that i'm too perfect & saying i deserve someone better than her when all i ever wanted was her. 11) The girl forgot that what matters in a relationship is trust & started doubting everything i say to her just because her friend made her think that i was cheating on her. Why can't i be given a soul mate like all those lucky bastards out there. Sometimes i wish i was like those people who can easily forget their past & move on in a blink of an eye. But i can't... cos the moment i fall for someone, the moment i give my heart to someone, it stays that way till the day death takes me. every single girl i fall in love with have their memories imprinted in my heard & mind. But at least i remember all the lessons i learned from every experience i had in the past. Hope & pray i'm not dun enough to repeat the same mistakes in the future. Labels: why... |
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